DLUZN

I just feel like there’s a void, a chasm, a blank space where something else is supposed to be. Religious people say it’s a “god” sized hole, but I have a rich spiritual life. I have a decent job. I have good friends and a great partner and cute cats. Yet the feeling persists.

I constantly feel like I miss someone. Idk who it would be. Like everyone I’ve lost people for different reasons over the years. Is it just their absence I’m feeling? Sometimes I wonder if this is that feeling they say women get that makes them want babies. I don’t want a baby, personally, tho.

Moooood

I wake up everyday and feel a little lost. Kind of useless. Logically I know my day job contributes to some good things for some people. I know my friends love me. I’m not actually useless. But I do kinda just wander thru my day like “isn’t there something else I’m supposed to be doing?”

the sluttiest thing a man can do is be a good father to his cat(s)

Had an amazing time hosting Neon Reverie last night!!! Thanks to everyone who came out :)

LFG!!!!!!

I did that and an hour later got a text from a number from an account with a picture and named “choobino.” Weirded me tf out idk what it means…

I can’t get my phone number to bind to my new account 😖

The way he has his lil feel tucked up on the couch 😭 so cute

I sneezed the other day and felt pain shoot down my back for the first time. I’m 33. Felt like a portal crossing from my 20s into official middle age lmao

😭 do it

Quit what? 😟

😔 thinking of you all

I heard back! He is ok 🫶

Right!! Like stop trying to just have a bunch of random numbers on your screen, maybe actually connect with PEOPLE thru the screen!!

My brother lives in the area. I haven’t heard from him. 😟 he’s usually pretty aloof about texting back but this shit is scary. Hoping for good outcomes for you all soon

Thought that was you saying that about yourself in the first part and I was like ❓❓❓❓untrue❓❓❓ 😝

I just made an event for Saturday! Link in my bio 💕

I just made an event invite for Saturday! I put it in the middle of the day so 1) hopefully ppl from west coast can join too 2) it’s not dark out when I watch it lol 🥹

Maybe we could get a few ppl together to watch it concurrently so we can react together and feel it together 🥺

Maybe we could get a group together to watch it at the same time so we can support each other 🥺

I’m scared to watch it but I want to! I just know it’ll be so sad for me

Worked out hard this week, sore af, sleeping in and recovering this morning, waking up daydreaming in bed with my partner about the future community center I dream of starting for my local EDM/ arts/ dance scene. Feeling GOOD 🥰

How about Rave Reads? One very controversial but intriguing read could be Manic Pixie E Girl.

West Wing no longer streaming as Cheeto Hitler approaches power once again, smdh 😔

One silver lining of the TT ban is many of my fave content creators are switching to (or back to) longer form content on YouTube. I love brain rot but it’s nice to have to focus on something for more than a few seconds or a few mins.

Peace, love, & wubz ✌️

Hey where is the edm book club and how could one be started 🤔

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