delta's void

I understand that feeling all too well 🫂

You're welcome!! 🫂

I missed you too, and it's good to have you back!!

Of course, Kelsey!

if you are transgender you have to live. i am pre-op/everything and it is horrible beyond measure but you owe it to yourself to keep on going. you will find more of yourself if you just keep on going

Should I have probably talked to them as it happened yesterday? Yeah probably but I didn't want to let my emotions get the better of me when I did.

Think my mind has mostly cleared from yesterday... should talk to them about how I felt...

I'll try. Don't feel super loved by everyone atm but I do appreciate the sentiment 🫂

I'm sure I will be sooner or later but rn I'm just so exhausted and upset

You've always been a real one Kaylee, thank you 🫂

Appreciate it Aaron 🫂

Thank you, I hope so too. I'm fairly confident it will.

Ok now that the brain goblins have been sufficiently beaten uhhhhh fuck was I talking about i am lookimg forward to my birthday. For the most part at least.

Good. Ditch all these big US tech companies. Build local alternatives.

🫂

Me too... 🫂🫂🫂
I promise Nia, things will be ok.

Thank you Kelsey. This week has bren so awful for me but having this reassurance from you really means a lot. You're a great friend. 🫂

a screenshot from the animated film princess mononoke. a man covered in bandages lays on a straw mat, under a straw blanket. the caption says “The world is cursed, but still, you find reasons to keep living.”

thinking about princess mononoke a lot, these days

Still feel like shit...

I'm sorry...

I made things worse again... fuck...

I'm terrible at my job I'm a terrible friend I'm a terrible partner all I do is make everything worse

I am so useless I can't do anything right I can't say anything right

I'm so fucking useless

Both of my partners aren't doing well and it feels like there's nothing I can do to help them

I'm gonna fucking lose it I can't take today anymore

I wanna be held...

I just wanna go home and curl up into bed...

WHY DID I FUCKING SAY ANYTHING 🙃🙃🙃

If anyone is looking to sell their mag badges let me know! I have a couple of cool friends who want to go 👀

Wish I could say I at least have Thanksgiving break/my birthday weekend to look forward to after all this bullshit. But tbh I'm kinda not right now.