ghostmeds @ slow work

I dont really have a lot to share because most of my doodles have been self indulgent stuff I have no intentions of posting publicly and then around two weeks of me hyperfocusing in on Blender to work on a bday gift for someone so U__U;; oops

Also said thrice at this point (shared in my OC server + on twt) but Ill properly color/line this I just wanted to get this done for the bit

I really gotta rehash their stories cuz I think Jasons can still work but Aaron and co's stories make like. No sense at all from what I remember since I was 13 and just wanted to make edgy anime boys LOL

RAGHHH RAN OLD OC DUMP JUMPSCARE These are all from around a decade ago, all three being Heavily redesigned since then (Jason on the left having gone through the most, the other two were redesigned on redraw)

I JSUT SAW THIS THANGK YOU I heart my old colored pencil/pen scribbles in school study halls

Wip + side by side comparison
Ill cringe and die if I try to redraw some of my other stuff but this one was cute enough also because a lot of my older stuff is either OCs I no longer remember let alone remember the designs or fanart that encapsulates a specific timeframe in my life I Do Not Want.

2015 art redraw #kgpr_fa

I have like three casting calls bookmarked on twt to audition for I was supposed to audition for one of them last weekend but I got so distracted then my anxiety went mmm Nope
Ill try and get them this week T_T;;

Im gonna go back and adjust the refs for all my OCs so I wont post them here yet but heres this .fella

Unicorn Shake by cain A short visual novel about customer service. That's it.

Also boosting the game Cain worked on please support it even after a while!! I voiced in it and he worked so hard on it \o/
hamboree.itch.io/unicornshake

Also this funky fella

Putting Cam in various situations as emotional compensation for having one of my worse pre-2023 OC designs I coudlve posisbly conjured before I redesigned him this year

deleting qrt cuz i put the order in so i will peacefully chip away at stuff now zzzzz

in other news learning that IEMs exist and Are separate from earbuds + have cable swapping which helps alleviate some of my cable concerns is very nice

Id like to buy some as a spare but since the glue seems to be holding up Ill just wait the few days itll take to ship out o7 sihg s ..........

I decided to settle for some IEMs since the price for good headphones is way out of my current budget so this is a lot less of a priority

I wish I didnt have to ask for money so often I really need to get off my ass and record some line reads.....I also wish I wasnt too shy to talk in the voice actors discord :,) aheem

i might work a bit slow because im still recovering + im still practicing some coloring techniques so i might spend a bit of time working on that here and there but if you would like a comm or anything do let me know!! ill try not to long on it \o/

I drew a friends Oc at least . we got something

Sihgs . Ill get over it eventually . Tis just an issue with my medication I guess because of course it is but it doesnt make it any more or less frustrating

I dont like drawing vent art because I think my emotions are hashtag cringe fail and I like to pretend they arent there but I legitimately dont know what else to draw because my brain is just so uninspired and tired all I can think about is how tired I am

I think I spend 12-14 hours the past few days laying in bed like this its not great

Tired .all tha time

Being in a depressive episode is so miserable because I Want to draw and create stuff but Im so demotivated and constantly telling myself whats the point so theres a very loud yelling bird in my brain wanting to pick up a pen and no one in there is responding At All

miku dayooooo
#hatsunemiku #vocaloid

I was gonna crosspost that to twt but I decided against it, I dont need the money a whole lot Im just not feeling really good right now and Really could use an iced coffee from the gas station but I literally would not be able to buy it without dropping below 20 bucks in my bank account

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My most recent posts are what Im willing to do, 5-10 bucks for the more simple sketching, 20-30 bucks for more finished pieces
These are all 750h500w canvases but obv I can also work in diff canvas sizes

Heyy sorry to post this but Im below 100 buckaroonies in my bank account bc I keep having to deal with medical fees (appointments, buying self care stuff when sick, etc) so if anyone would like to toss me some money itd be very appreciated :,)

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