Im back with 3 new addictions and single π₯³π₯³π₯³
Guess who's backkkkkkk and I've already lost 5 lbs since the first ππ
Bro last night I passed a clot about the size of my head and let me tell you it HURT
pronouns: any but prefer they/them
height: 5'6
shoe size: 9 or 9Β½ woman's us
zodiac: gemini
smoke: anything I can get my hands on π
tattoos: 3 actually bigger ones I done with my tattoo pen and 3 little stick an pokes
piercings: ears and snake bites
favorite Drink: Flavored sparkling water!
I just felt something pop in my stomach area kinds lower and now I'm in a lot of pain π but I'm omw to school so
Feeling high without being high??? Idfk what's going on I'm so disoriented and idk what to do to fix it
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Art
I'm so dissociated rn I don't feel real and everything is moving in slow motion and I think I'm having a panic attack bc of it but I'm on the fuckin schools bus and can't do anything about it
I've ate around 1800 cals and I've burned 370 so far!
Back on track was 191.6 yesterday and now I'm 190.7:)
#edsky
I just took 3 of my prescribed sleep meds and now I can't feel my legs π like everything is staticy and jus feeels floaty idk
I'm easy and that they have the right to touch my body. I've been groped so many times throughout elementary school and high school. People seem to think if your fat you like being touched because you apparently never get that kind of attention so you must want it. I hate this world.
harassment and abuse I went through. The weird touches and comments as a child, the fat shaming at schools, being starved by adults because I was too big, etc etc. I try to lose weight and overcome m binging to make sure that never happens to me again. Being "chubby" seems to make people think-
the sad part is I don't even wanna lose weight for me. On a good day, I don't see anything wrong with my body. Sometimes I'm happy with my weight. Sometimes I don't mind being fat, but once I finally decide to recover and get a heathly relationship with food I remember the years apon years of-
Can we tell if I've gained or not?? :/ I swear I cant tell but I think I definitely did but it may just be shadows? Idk I'm delusional
Pretty please with a cherry on topππ
Dude share?!?!???!
i hate humans. i should of been a tree or sum
dude one of my scales is broken and idk which one is reading 191.6 and the other is reading 183.4 but both read the same no matter how many times I step on it wtfπ
Why does being bodily exhaustion make it difficult to breathe ππ it's so weird breathing feels heavy
eds are weird wtf do you mean im upset because my HANDS look fat
ALL THIS MONTH HAS BROUGHT ME IS A B/R CYCLE I WANNA KMS. Starting new tmmr I SWEAR
This but Sims 4
There's only been one situation where I made my osdd known and I was so high and it somehow made me tuned into front room again and I started sobbing saying the voices are angry at me (they were bc I had been sober for 3 years ) and my bf ignored me for 2 hours saying I was crazy
Fear or be able to regress and have a safe person but I can't do either. I wish I could just break up with him but part of me just won't let me. I'm fading out of reality day by day and I'm scared one day I'll completely disappear.
And thinking both is fake I no longer "show it" I repress everything about myself from being transgender to my mental disorders and it's killing me. I no longer have a safe place to be open about myself and it's making me fall apart. I want to be able to switch out again without-
