Dana🫶🏻☕️🐿️

Laying in bed hoping this pain subsides when I wake up in the morning. Hoping I cry so much it puts me to sleep. Cause that’s the only option I got with how I’m feeling

We usually scatter our dogs ashes but this time no the backyard can’t have him he’s my baby! He’s mine I get to keep in the house with me! He liked being inside more anyway but when they said you want to scatter them I lost it. That’s my baby 😭😭😭 I need him with me

I’m just gonna come here to crash out cause I will be i will be all the time. I can’t do this it hurts too much

about my interests elsewhere cause that makes me smile that’s what I got. It’s just a really bad day that came to ahead and I don’t care I don’t care that I’m venting honestly just can’t care cause the pain is crushing. But I’ll just continue to disassociate and survive.

your already feeling like that and then you see a post like that it’s like ok one more day I gotta make it cause I need to see the little things in life that keep me here. I’m just in so much pain it hasn’t been an easy time and I always fighting a losing battle so I’m just shut down except talking

and find very little in me to care at this point)
It just made me cry so hard. And I was already crying this morning on my floor cause it was a really bad morning and goddammit I need to vent cause I’m drowning so I’m coming here. And I don’t care. I just can’t care I’m too exhausted. And when-

I came across a TikTok that said I’m proud of you for making it through another day and just breathing still and I know that’s always nice.
But when I want to die recently (I don’t mean it joking I’m not going to but I am fully honest I am so depressed and exhausted from that depression-

I haven’t been here to check anything but🩷 🫂
At least s2 is distracting me

Even though your fine and you feel like the world is crashing around you sometimes you just have no choice but to let it out because my lungs are burning and this is a small space still rn and I’m like that’s all I got. Just venting it helps. I’m just hurting so bad.

describe it but everyday I’m just treading water. I just feel miserable I feel absolutely miserable and I don’t care anymore I’m tired I’m in a dark room crying and it’s just the time is it. I don’t know what I’m gonna do after April cause that’s the one thing keeping me going. I’m in so much pain.

I’ll come here for a sec cause I feel horrible just to put it in a nutshell I feel genuinely horrible. The other place is all positive and I don’t want anyone to worry so I’m just coming to this small place cause I don’t want to be here anymore it could just been this week but I feel so… I can’t

Wishing for an online world where you don't have to say things with surgical hyprecision specificity or else people will react extremely aggressively, and then get mad at YOU for THEIR misunderstanding. Unfortunately this will not happen until people actively choose to not be fucking stupid

I really love the new Skip & Loafer cover so I had to draw Sawako & Kurumi 😭

#KimiNiTodoke #君に届け

A blast from the past! Which was your favorite Sailor Moon movie from the 90’s?

These VHS clamshell versions contained edited music and censorship, but they certainly remind me of childhood!

good again. Thats all

I want a period of time where I feel more relief. And looking back on things hurts so much so I’m kinda not in a good place but I know it won’t last I just I wish to not be in pain. I wish my mind was kinder to me. And I wish I have a period hopefully after the beginning of this week where I feel -

feeling like it’s killing me. I know for me that’s also signs that things are getting better cause it’s me not able to keep it all in like I do all the time. And when it leaks out it’s a chance to let some of that go but it’s also so painful. So I’m just I’m just wanting some relief again.-

I wanted to say something but quietly so I’m here just so I can vent for just a second cause I’m just in a lot of pain. I’ve just been going through a really horrible dip my ocd is really bad. But I’m also afraid to say that too. I’ve been having a lot of flashbacks and honestly the stress is-

Sana Kurata mood board ✨️

Dana what’s that? Well I’m so glad you asked😌
It’s Suetsugu’s short 2 volume manga that has the Chihaya and Taichi (with glasses 👓) character designs co adopt a puppy and raise it together. (In other words its specifically written for me😌) 👌🏻🐕

I miss this Rachel so much 🤧👌🏻
Like me at ch now around 439
STOP LETTING THIS LIL SHIT GASLIGHT YOU (I love you Jimmy but)
Come on girl you got this you got this 🤧👌🏻

Again I still don’t know anything yet but where I am I’m like *shakes my laptop*

Omg there’s one with puppies!!??🐕
I’m weak I’m weak
This is now my detective conan and 100% Kimi no e AU
Which you know is perfect cause they are fans of each other 😌👌🏻

The strings I tie together 👌🏻😌😂
It’s so cute tho! I want it 🥹

Also just this coaster 😂

Tohru Honda (Fruits Basket) ⊹♡

Sana Kurata (Kodocha) ⊹♡

I loved this filler.
ASSFGHJ

Yes exactly this!

I wuv you too!!🥺

YOU GOT THIS SOUL!

you know? It’s just knowing there isn’t as much flexibility but who knows! But I still will love sharing things here that are smaller and copying them. And haha yes I shall continue to do that 😉