Fuck Yeah, Yarrow! - Next Stream: Wed Feb 4th @ 8pm-ish CST

For years I read and thought his name as Rod STERLING. I am still ashamed about it.

I called him Rod Sterling for years!! Like probably 15+ years. Some of you might recall me doing this in chat back in the day.

Thanks to some very lovely offline love - both the Movie Club goal and Twilight Zone Storytime goal are off to very healthy starts!!

We can do it! I might bust out the green screen for Storytime for a bit — gotta channel Rod Serling 👽🪐🚀

I basically got lucky by meeting another cam girl from my state and she told me about the doctor I ended up going to for my surgery.

I was willing to pay and put in the work but it was like pulling teeth to get any OBGYN to listen to me after my initial laparoscopy when I was 20. It was always what about kids or husbands and endless formulations of BC pills instead of listening. The issue also involves Insurance denials too.

Damn, we need more wall murals on pubs in the US! I’d love to drop into this one!!

An Edwardian painting of two angels carrying a young female saint

Saint Bride by John Duncan 1913.

The pain I was in constantly and just… dealt with it. Freaks me out. It’s fucking insane I was raw dogging that shit most of the time - no pain pills, few and far between NAIDS, not much self medicating with booze or CBD. I’m surprised I wasn’t a grumpy ass 90% of the time.

That shit was horrific.

Knowing I’m a big ocean of people like myself, being fobbed off and misdiagnosed, makes it slightly easier to accept. There is nothing but to accept what has happened, as we can’t change the past, but I hope for those that come after us… things will be better for them.

I still struggle with the anger of not being listened to in regards to my endo pain for years by medical professionals as well as the loss of time/productivity being misdiagnosed with depression for 18+ years instead of being properly diagnosed with ADHD.

I think a lot of women/humans can relate.

Wednesday perhaps. Stay warm up there!!

Thank you Bill!! I hope your Monday is not too much of a Monday.

Beautiful yellow dress gonna come out to play this week… maybe some elf ears too because it makes me feel like a fairy 🧚🏼

I slept an the anxiety seems to have chilled a lot. Damn PMDD and endo pains - but to be fair my endo is like 95% less painful than it was for urn the past like 10+ years.

Back to the tax prep grind… getting this shit done. If you’re self-employed you know this shit sucksss 😅

Offline love on the two goals for this month or snagging some raffle tickets would be radical!!

Ahaha… I’m having horrible anxiety so I’m bailing on stream tonight. I’ve been trying to stuff it down all day but I’m tired of the stress.

I’ll be online Wednesday to kick off my Cammiversary month instead.

I need a nap so I’ll be on cam around 9pm CST instead.

I have posted this month’s Raffle and two offline goals - Movie Club & Twilight Zone Storytime as well.

It was a big big bust - so I did not do it lol. I tried!

I’ll be online tonight to kick off my Cammiversary month - I’ve been a cam girl for nearly 12 years now!

Come hangout around 8pm CST - also I have a new a raffle for this month for the first time in a long time!

The bats!!! They are glorious!

Offline for now but offline tips are sehr gute!!

Quote of the night: "There would be complaints!!"

Hail Mary in the cam room tonight --- anyone wanna come swoop the first goal in the next 10 minutes? Orrrr offline tip 6325 tkns 🙏🏻

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We need helps in these partsss!! Come hangout if you're around tonight!

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Hi! I'm finally online - let's party!!

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Still waiting for food man. Online as soon as he drops all the foods off!

This is very cute!

Food man runnning late so I will be running later too - sorry!!

Offline tips would be wonderful to help toward the first goal of 3333!!

I’ll be online about 8:30-8:45pmish! See y’all soon!

Adam Lister, “Flowers in a Glass Vase”
Watercolour on paper, Size: 40 x 50cm

I owe Todd 16 now! I can’t believe I spaced these.

Oh noooo!!! I didn’t do the spanks 😖

You’re so beautiful!! It all looks fantastic!