🍎alexandra🦢

got a place for tonight to crash. going to board a bus tomorrow to get even further away from my controlling "family". celebrating by tossing back some lax and ❄. want that empty feeling back y'know!!!!!

bad news: psych ward AGAIN. good news: only gain 6 oz!!! great news: been out a day and i got some ❄💊 best news: those cunts will never find me to lock me up again

the funniest prank of them all would be me wracking up $100,000,000 in credit card debt and then killing myself

an image of Christian Bale from American Psycho looking in the mirror, and there is text that says “me at 1am deciding if I’m real or not”

i dont fucking care anymore i want to fucking die

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its spring im manic time to fucking gooooo

managed to fast for 25 hours and only have had 70cals.

fuck this being awake shit. ill update once ive slept. shit went to shit, basically. also psych ward. also also dont ever believe a bitch when she says shell love u forever fucking cunts lie

guess who was fuckin right

gonna binge i can feel it

im such a pig i cant even keep from eating a nasty ass protein bar

*swallowing laxs* yeah sure im fine why do u ask

totally binged today but im wine drunk so like who cares

if ur american, ur cals are on me today bestie. eat so we can beat the shit outta capitalism .

absolutely having a mental breakdown today bc the world is that bleak and what even is the point anymore.