Today
Oh my god itβs finally over ππ
Today is the last day of my last tournament of the season and I'm just beyond stressed. I'm so scared of ruining my chances of being #1 by underperforming π
I'm gonna feel so relieved if I win this tournament
hope that's enough time to relax and reset my mindset.
I've been traveling non stop every single weekend since the throne and I think I'm starting to feel burned out:( haven't had any motivation to play smash at all and itβs been showing on my gameplay. I will be skipping coinbox this weekend but will travel to another tournament in 2 weeks. I just-
I really need a break
And I would also like to know what it feels to cry from happiness :p
I just want the rankings to be released nooow, it's been stressing me so much π
I know for many people it may just be a number, but it's something that means a lot to me, it's been my dream since I started competing when I was like 10
I've never wanted something in my life more than this ahhh
Had a dream I secured my #1 spot by winning Smash World Tour (lol), followed by me crying tears of happines
Sounds funny, but as a matter of fact I've never ever in my life cried from happiness, I've been hoping me getting ranked #1 would be the first thing to do so
I confirmed for a lot tournaments between november and december just in case I didnβt win the throne or DPOG so I could still be #1 but now I'm feeling overwhelmed with too many tournaments π
And as a result I'm gonna be spending my birthday in an airport π«
It's from daigo's book "the will to keep winning"
All of this are great notes, but the one that stuck out to me the most was "Personality often equals playstyle, focus more on one's personality"
The more I think about it the more it makes sense to me, itβs been helping me a lot to understand other top players playstyle
Omg I just realized I made a typ I meant to say I couldβve played 100x times better ππ
Same applies to grand finals but I'm so happy I'm getting closer and closer to achieving my dream
I really hope this is the season where I can call myself the undisputed best in the world
I feel like I could have played 100x times but we take those!
One moreee
I always suffer from stomach issues everytime I go to america π’
I forgot to charge them so they ran out of battery π but they should be good for tomorrow:)
Omg I played so bad today, but at least I'm happy I'm done for the day.
Itβs time to practice all day and lock in for tomorrow
I did it!!!!
I'm so nervous
Didnt have to play him at the end π
but at least I'm now relieved that Iβm ln winners side! I play tweek today, I'm neevous but I feel motivated
I will do my best today
Cloud or aegis for chunkykong? π
I need to lock in
No but the staff gave us glasses for some reason and I liked them π
I'm a nerd now:p
I dont know much about theory so I just play basic openings like the italian or the scotch, and as black I play either e5 or kings indian !
Got recognized on chess.com for the first time ever ππ
I got nervous afterwards but luckily I won the game:p
If I donβt get like a HUGE following I might as well just start posting more in here:p
This app looks promising
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