good decision maker

ITS THE BEST SHIT!!!!!

Em also said something about God's giving boons and power, though usually temporary to complete a trial, but after that altar hall im like.... hmmm.....

I have half baked thoughts and theories about echo and the Tranquil and the idea of people having different doctrines for the same god and the effect worshippers have on gods.

I do keep coming back to beau and echo being two sides of the same coin and I just.... think theyre neat

IF HE SEES IT CAN BE THREE SOAPS FOR THE PRICE OF ONE, HE WILL THINK ITS THE SMARTER OPTION

I HAVE TO BE REALISTIC ITS NOT EVEN BECAUSE HE THINKS ITS THE BEST OPTION ITS PURELY AN ECONOMICAL CHOICE IN BOTH FINANCE AND SPACE

IM SO EXCITED

Im still haunted by the contingency em set for beau

Oh beau we're really in it now

Jen is gonna try to talk to someone in her family during the ride to the next location and I have no fucking clue hownits going to go hdhsjskd

HAHA OOPSIE

Jen and Valors talk has me Awake and Alert

JUST. THE BEST OF PALS

I just

I squish jen

Fool

I love her

genuinely i was expecting it to be so much more Bigger because i thought it was going to happen with everyone in the room, but the opportunity to Just tell Esther opened, and she had to take it

im so fucking happy jens thing is finally out

i do feel a little bad for dragging it out for so long, but jen truly just, needed to see that there was no other option anymore because she Knew how bad it was going to be

jen is fucking Tore Up about Esther catching her lying twice, that look of hurt on their face made her legit nauseous lsdjfskjks

i think about A Program and i smile real big at this stubborn siri ass motherfucker

she will fill their college funds for "Teaching them how to swear" rights. dont ask how she got the money thats a secret.

im just Unwell about the overdrive party

you ever say a thing in character and spend the next hour wondering what the FUCK possessed you to say that sldkfjskjdf

Kill me

Oh I think..... I think i gave myself food poisoning.....

The constant reminder that I do in fact exist in people's heads when I am not around has me like

Sometimes I forget that I am percivable by people to the point they have observations of their own of me

IM WEEPING WHAT THE FUCK? HOW DID I MISS THIS?? AH??

Thinking about this again because I love character accents. Jens probably sounds like an English actor trying to hide their accent in another and does a pretty good job, but there's like... a few sounds and words that betray her and she has to pretend it didn't happen

She probably spent fucking Years practicing different ones so she doesn't expose herself as Rich Kid, but he default always being a kind of posh English? Hilarious

The idea that Jens accent gives away that she at least had a very comfortable upbringing with a lot of education in renhome is so fucking funny

Can't wait for the overdrive party to have the world's worst road trip back to atnova