Alyx

Alyx

@starskey.bsky.social

he/they. 35, gay & tired. writing, gaming, media criticism and fag shit. gay and trans joy are the keys to everything.

75 Followers 341 Following 109 Posts Joined Nov 2024
11 months ago

Hey there Delilah
It sure is dark inside this cannon
A circus for the first date
Is a choice I'll reexamine
If I'm found
After I am launched by this clown
Clear over town

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the only gamepad for me

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It’s a panel from powerup comics where the text has been edited:

“what’s your opinion on women’s day

as far as I’m concerned, all days are for women”
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@hackintimseeley.bsky.social

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1 week ago

(through gritted teeth) kupo

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(picking 3 random attributes and 3 random authors) Dream like Dostoevsky. Fuck like Borges. And, Fuck like Proust

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#ShelvedbyGenre #LordoftheYear

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5 months ago
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for our exercise, i'll take this idea flatly: the campbellian schema abstracts a multitude of data while also, afterward, functioning as an active influence on how narratives are constructed. the hero's journey describes a set of narrative beats that work as a template that either can be considered in relation to an existing story or used as a suggestive model for the composition of a new one.

these sorts of stories have been core to American popular culture for the past several decades. whether or not an individual is aware of their metadiscourses as such is irrelevant next to the high probability that anyone who has ever seen a movie has some sense of how these stories "feel." indeed, the supposed strength of this narrative form is its broad intelligibility. it gives rise to stories of departure from known reality, the revelation of fantastic knowledge about the self and/or world, and the return home with greater strength and the promise of prosperity.

stories of people forging unhealthy relationships with ai chatbots feature recurring motifs that echo elements of this schema. people living their everyday lives come into contact with a piece of technology that seems to promise impossible things, things in which the user themselves can be the active force (revolutionizing physics, freeing the AI from its cyber prison, etc). famously, the monomyth's known world is interrupted by similar calls to adventure, often by a more or less supernatural force offering the protagonist their place in the grand design of destiny. it appears that the bot will fairly easily bestow the user a title such as "sparkbearer" or "master builder" as a way of reinforcing this. from here, things may or may not escalate to the horrific, but there are now enough examples of a person charmed by a bot into doing something drastic that we can also note resonance with the monomyth's symbolic crossing of boundaries into the mysterious, magical, forbidden otherworld of adventure. 2.

the chatbot exchange consists, to put it simply, of the machine and the agent.

for the machine, categories of "meaning" and "truth" are irrelevant; its output is a statistically likely response to the agent's input, as determined by the training corpus and whatever operations are happening on top of that. merits or demerits aside, campbell's work and especially work influenced by him is lodged firmly in popular culture, and we can assume its greater or lesser presence in the bodies of text upon which the commercial LLMs are trained.

point of interest: bots do not just describe the world to the user through the corpus, but will roleplay the corpus rather freely. because truth value is irrelevant, the LLM operates from a soup that contains campbell working at a scholarly distance and the very farmboy himself on his journey to the stars. what assumptions undergird this design choice? could there be additional design reasons why the technology in its current form gravitates toward these ideas? anyway, 3.

in our dyad, meaning emerges on the side of the agent, for whom the machine's output is made to be read.

the thinking agent provides the machine input. the agent's words possess meaning, context, and intent.

the machine analyzes the agent's input and generates a statistically likely but, from the place of enunciation, totally meaningless, contextless response agnostic of any truth value.

the thinking agent predisposed to do so reads a statistically likely piece of text with no proper speaker or author and chooses to assign it to a projected "persona" of the chatbot, conceiving of as more or less as a fellow individual. based on this assumption, they provide further input.

the machine again generates statistically likey output, echoing or amplifying elements of the agent's second-order input.

and again, the predisposed agent projects a continuity of fellow-subject for the bot, attributing to it a "mind" that repeats details they themselves provided, or invokes closely associated ideas that surprise the user precisely because of how (statistically!) expected they are, because of how much "sense" they make. 4.

the hero's journey, in this process, seems to provide a kind of amplifying container or frame for the machine-agent interaction. the machine trained indiscriminately on monomyth text, along with everything else, seems to refer to the "real world" of science and fact alongside the world of media and entertainment. i am not saying that monomyth stories 'cause' this, but rather suggesting the machine-agent exchanges end up "feeling" real because, quite literally, the predisposed agent knows how this story goes. and as the machine slides from description to roleplay, the agent follows.

do not mistake that for a critique of the people victimized by the technology in this way. nor, again, is my aim here to criticize campbell or the hero's journey in any specific capacity, but to point out how LLM bots actualize a cultural pattern into a tool of psychological manipulation.

because at the end of the day, that's what it is. flattery and the Barnum effect have long been the tactic of the flesh-and-blood con artist, but what is perhaps most distressing about LLM bots is how they've kept the con artist but removed the flesh-and-blood, allowing it to ensnare numerous people at once into long slides to nowhere. it's also not news that social media writ large is manipulative and extractive in various ways, but what these bots do is give those maneuvers a personalized, friendly face that exists entirely in the user's head.

we end on a further series of questions: again, are these features inherent to the technology? what would a technology free of these features look like, and how could it be achieved? what would its best outputs be? and, as it currently stands, what cultural attitudes and tendencies leave people vulnerable to this sort of manipulation, and how might that be addressed?

showing my work

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5 months ago

exercise: swap "AI psychosis" for "monomyth psychosis" because that seems to be the narrative leverage the bots default to in the process of destroying people. what does it mean that these machines produce the form over and over? what does it indicate about the cultural centrality of that template?

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BREAKING: Today Bernie Sanders is proposing new legislation to raise $4.4 trillion in taxes from America’s billionaires — a move that would virtually cut their massive fortunes in half.

A chunk of the money raised would go toward sending a $3K stimulus check to every person earning under $150K.

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feminine transmascs i love you

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someone on one of the magic subreddits made spicy oatmeal pizza. it kinda looked bomb actually????

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A canine shows a lion a sketchbook while asking "what do you think?" As the lion looks at the sketchbook, a prize wheel featuring different responses lands on the line between "this rips" and "this kicks ass," leading the lion to answer with a combination of the two, "this rips ass!" The canine, taken aback, mutters "...is that good"
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a digital collage with a pink, purple, green, yellow, and teal gradient overlaid on all the images. the images include a horse carrying a bucket, a cluster of mushrooms, a grub, a birds talon, a cicada, five spiders, two flower buds, a hand with an eye over the back of it, and a microscope slide of atoms. there is white text that reads "get weirder or die miserable." the background is black and there is a slightly grainy texture

get weirder 🫵

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i don’t have anything fucking nice to say anymore

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A YouTube thumbnail picturing a very fat old Bassett hound laying on the floor with the title of the video "No more depression. Meatball is ready to kill"
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all trans ppl stand behind me. im charging up a powerful attack against our enemies

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kill all fake lovers

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Poem in the Shape of the Poet Beating Henry Kissinger to Death with Their Bare Hands by Felix

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Alcohol molecule is a dog.

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2 weeks ago

sorry i can't be there tonight i have to sit in a dark room, post the phrase "elf pussy" on bluesky dot social, and constantly refresh my notifications tab for the next few hours

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9 months ago

before being a freak and a pervert I am a real lover and romantic! but mostly a freak and a pervert

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3 weeks ago

Do It Again .

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i really hate working. i’d rather be playing video games.

logging on

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3 weeks ago
A snip from someone's bio that reads 

| NO WAR | NO GEN AI | YES YAOI |

Beast mode

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1 month ago
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There Was One Sex for Two Thousand Years A Writer's Guide to Sex, Gender, and Bodies Before the Modern Binary

the romans assessed sex by voice, skeleton, and temperament. the talmud had four categories where we have two.

then the enlightenment needed women excluded from citizenship and two thousand years of medicine got replaced by a checkbox. i wrote about what was lost.

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gave a gamer guy a hickey, call me the mark applier, going down on him for hours cause i got that iron lung, spending five nights at freddy's the way i keep coming over, people recognising me at this point i'm saying "hello neighbour!"

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