jay ☻⁷ @RUNSEOKJIN

a close up of a cat 's face with its mouth open . Alt: a close up of a cat 's face with sad expression

pick my remains from the curb, i miss seokjin so much.

sitting at work, running on 3h of sleep for the past 24h, picked confettig from the street like a trash panda bc i sat close yet not close enough BUT run seokjin was so worth it all. it was such a unique concert experience and seokjin is the cutest patootie who wants to see army nothing but happy 😭

hobipalooza still feels surreal, attending run seokjin tour feels surreal AAAAHHHHHH

IM ALMOST AT THE VENUE SEOKJIN WAIT FOR ME ILL SEE YOU SOON

thank you 🤍

it hasn't even happened to me personally but sitting next to it and witnessing doesn't make it better somehow. was able to say smthg to the fatshaming but when they mocked an autistic patient behind their back i froze.

i miss yoongi.

i'm so out of it, i'm not even mad or angry. just sad and defeated. and that's the thing telling me i'm on my very last straw but where to go from here.

really thought i found a workplace where i could feel comfortable but turns out fatshaming and being ableist is something that's ok there.
rlly don't know what to do with my feelings. today is the first day in a while i've actually done some chores instead of just staring at my walls.

if there's one thing the run seokjin tour showed us is that he will do everything to entertain army. he's running around stage in every costume imaginable while doing silly games with us and occasionally serenading us with his vocals like it's a piece of cake. can't wait for august!

i wonder if there will be a pop up for seokjin's concert in amsterdam or not 👽

a scribble of a tuna fish

a clay figurine of a tuna fish

making a tiny tuna for my labubu so i can take her out and see seokjin in august 🐟

i miss hobi an awful lot today.

a close up of a person 's face with tae.tumblr.com written on the bottom right corner Alt: jungkook of bts smiling and clapping his hand against his cheek

FINALLY CATCHED A US LIVE AHAHAHH with a sleepy boba jungkook of all things

jin of bts standing in the spotlight in one of his concerts with the audience in the dari and lit up lightsticks that make them look like stars.

this is my fav genre of concert pics. army are the stars and bts our planets or some poetic shit like this idk man

i rarely dress up for concerts BUT i wanna get out on accessories. a tuna headband maybe? a tiny tuna for my labubu in overalls? A TUNA CAN POUCH?????
i have next week off so i'm gonna try as many things as possible heheheh

this quiets down my doubts so much you have no idea. but it also makes me sad. guess whenever i'll go through diagnosis and hopefully get answers to all the questions i have about myself it'll be linked to a long long grieving time, whatever the outcome.

the psychiatrist is get my adhd meds from asked me if i've looked into asd yet bc he sees the signs and i was SO tense the whole time he asked me questions before that bc i knew what he was getting at but didn't wanna say it myself and rather hear it from him first.

so true!

taehyung of bts in a black shirt speaking to the camera

idk abt u but this taehyung makes me woozy

zoomed in face of jimin of bts in which he smiles very wide

no thoughts, just peak jiminnie.

📌

i remember two weeks ago he said he can't stand silly and now look at my silly boy 👽

a cartoon character named spongebob is holding a spatula Alt: a cartoon character named spongebob is holding a spatula and blowing a kiss

I FOUND AN ACORN THANK YOU ALL FOR SHARING mwah mwah

omg i was avoiding weverse like the plague for a while i guess that was when they sold 😭😭😭😭😭 but oh well, can't help it now haha.

and thank you 🥹 will keep an eye out this time!!!

they did???? i didn't know 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i have the slight feeling they missed us a little bit judging their fights for going live ahahah

heheheh i diiiidddddddd ❤️‍🔥

jhope of bts dressed as the joker from jack in the box album, kneeling on a music box that slightly opens and where flames and dark shadows flow out of.

"do i put out the fire or blaze it even more"

in honor of yesterday's concert and so many jitb songs let me bring back this old piece of mine i still hold dear to my heart.

#btsfanart #jhope

my ride to work today was filled with me giggling every other second because of hobi. i am so tired and sore but i am absolutely happy.

wdym i missed jikook and taehyung live? 🫩