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YouTube video by KC8EMH Anti-Semitism Is Alive & Well At Albion College / Metz Culinary Management

youtu.be/ifxvBIOIzMU?... #albioncollege

I am functioning within adequate parameters

Here's one of my bosses at Albion College that polices our Facebook posts & calls us up to the office when they see something they don't like. Fascism alive and well in Albion #albioncollege

Day 10 After quitting cannabis & Facebook simultaneously - I'm ok on the Facebook but all the weed smoke surrounding me, I feel like giving up & going along with it. My will power is down to around 21 percent...

The fan is outside smoking weed & it's coming thru my window. All I can do is crank the music and hope I stay strong. I can do this. I smell nothing.

When students painted racial slurs against my people on the Albion College rock, cause I'm Jewish, & I posted I hated to drive by that rock on the way to work, Albion College threatened to fire me if I posted another thing. Pure American Fascism! #albioncollege

Starlog, 25515.8 - 5 days since I ditched the Facebook. Nothing I want to say there anymore since the job is watching it.

Here I am, quitting cannabis while the family is out front puffing and it's all coming thru the window. I wish I could get away from it but I just have to be mighty.

It's been over a week since I quit the cannabis for good. I can sleep again, don't have my appetite back but it'll get here eventually. I'm almost back to normal & I'm never going back

YouTube video by KC8EMH Anti-Anxiety Medications Causing Suicidal Thoughts

youtu.be/XS0FlUw9OOU?... My doctor called and said, "Stop taking that medication immediately!" I never thought I would be affected that way. I've never been suicidal but I couldn't stop thinking about it.

The worst thing is the isolation as the rest of the house goes to the porch or backyard to smoke weed, while I'm alone in the house. Being left out bugs me the most, I think. Nobody is going to quit smoking around me to make it easier. It would be so easy if they did. It's blowing in the window now

Albion College has formally demanded that I do no videos on public streets near the college because I work there. So I say if it's a public place, I'm making video!

I'm good now, I think I'm over the withdrawal

I don't, they're my wife's kids,

I have 40 year old teenagers living with me, whose dogs are no longer popular with them. They stopped taking them for walks, they've stopped spending time with them. Now they sit on my couch & cry when their owners ditch them. They're only a few years old but they fell out of popularity. #dogs

Can't even make jokes on Facebook anymore. I am insulting people by posting funny videos about the females that constantly message me that I don't want to talk to. Can't joke about anything anymore. Comedy is dead.

I've been taking verflaxine for almost a month & I find myself thinking about ways to terminate my existence. Never thought about that stuff before. I don't want to die, I just can't stop thinking about it. This is supposed to be an anti-anxiety drug? Sucks if you ask me.

I think withdrawal is over because I remember last night's dream. I never remember dreams on cannabis. Last night I dreamed I was waiting for a bathroom & sh*t myself. Yeah. This totally sucks.

Day 5 of no cannabis. I don't feel as bad now as I did the last few days. Anxiety levels have reduced to tolerable parameters.

Michael & Jessica Connelly of Parma MI adopted my grandson 7 years ago, starved him, hit him, beat him & treated like sh*t, he's finally free of them, they're ordered to stay away from him & we got him back. He's gaining weight & doing well.

Day 4 without cannabis. Just found out my PO violated me for using cannabis. What is the f****** point if you're going to violate me?

Ok, this is about Star Trek. All of the temporal incursions over the past centuries has "altered" the timeline in the Star Trek Universe. Like the Gorn, for example. So this time around the same thing will happen, but they're going to happen differently. Temporal Causality.

At my age, the worst part about quitting cannabis is now I become alone and isolated from my family & friends because they're all leaving me behind to go do it now. I have to quit in a house with 4 other potheads in it.

I slept thanks to melatonin. Day 2 of Cannabis Withdrawal has begun! Since I was using cannabis in concentrated forms, I'm using small doses of non-concentrated cannabis to get me through.

Yesterday was awful, so I had to ingest some non-concentrated cannabis so I could sleep. I figure by Saturday I should be free of withdrawal symptoms - I can do this!

Didn't even make it a full day. Felt so awful I had to take a couple of puffs just to alleviate my pain.

I think pain will be a significant source of problems. My arthritis, my L4 spinal damage, I'm feeling it all now without the cannabis to cloak the pain. This is going to SUCK.

Me in my Scottee Vest, first day without cannabis. The arthritis & back pain are coming back, that's not fun. I have no appetite & my head hurts. So it's going about how I expected it to.

Starlog 25506.4 - First day without cannabis. I doubt I'll experience withdrawal symptoms this soon. Maybe by the end of the day. No more dabs, Doobies or Gummies until August of 2026. I know I can do this because I've been planning it, & I've done this before with people smoking in front of me.

Yesterday was my last day of cannabis. I'm off work so I don't have to drug myself to leave home. Social Anxiety Disorder can go to hell, so sick of it controlling me. No more dabs, Doobies or Gummies. I'm experiencing sobriety. It kinda sucks.