🅱️issa

I was excited to have my sleep fixed but with the ac messed up rn I gotta be up at night to get even a small smidge of hot air relief

I hate it here and need shit to stop going wrong

All the carb heavy takeout really did a number on my digestive system but now also my body is back to EAT A TON OF STARCH OR ILL FUCK U UP mode and I’m feeling pretty bad about that tbh

Threw together a small sausage Alfredo bc I got so hungry I felt like I was gonna be sick lmao

Don’t look at what time I’m posting this

Steak n taters

I am defeating the post period blob feeling I feel like shit for eating so much takeout the past week

I defeated my executive disfunction a few times over the past week to sweep/ mop most of my room and move my bed and end table to where I can actually feel my fan when I sleep

Chicken and potatoes and broccoli

I FORGOT TO POST LAST NIGHTS

chicken fried rice with cabbage for vegetable

Black pepper steak with air fryer potatoes, took me a while but it came out pretty good

I know why I did it too, I got so bored in the hotel but was too tired to knit and just wanted to look at something on my phone until i fell asleep

I should have brought my switch

sorry to triple skeet I also did a chicken and cabbage stir fry last night for dinner but I didn't take a pic of it bc I accidentally didn't touch it for like 4 minutes and the onions burned and it didn't look pretty

i also definitely seeped back into doomscrolling since I got home on friday, don't do that, shit's dire out there right now and it made me feel like dogshit

i cleaned a bit for like 15 minutes before my back was on fire

now I will knit while i rest my back

I forgor to post dinner

i'm also so mad I forgot I had made hard boiled eggs specifically for salad purposes and I forgot to use it

it's just a store bought italian dressing, meanwhile on mine I did a chipotle ranch because yes

A salad with lettuce, cucumber, bell peppers, tomatoes, and Italian dressing

Please look at the salad I did for my mom for lunch (I didn’t post mine bc hers has bell peppers in it and I don’t like em raw)

Love my ankles and feet getting swollen if I keep them down for too long

Another night of being too sore to cook ig

We’re gonna do banana nut bread later and then bbq beef bowls for dinner (the recipe from h*llofresh, it was absolutely my favorite thing from that trial and also veggie heavy)

Wanted to make me and my mom bacon and eggs this morning but my stomach has the demons rn and bacon would be Not Good for it

So I did biscuits and gravy instead. Still low effort but also she’s gonna put tomatoes in hers which makes her happier at least

Getting all the meat we bought separated and in the freezer is such a task when ur back hurts but it’s done and I don’t gotta worry about it again until next month yippee

Baked chicken breast with mashed potatoes and steamed broccoli

This is usually low effort but I had to spend a lot of time throwing stuff in the freezer

Instant mashed potatoes and frozen broccoli are truly the guys of all time

super rainy days like today always feel like a good day for some stardew valley, can't do much else and I gotta rest me back before I throw dinner together again later

Ramen noodles in a spicy peanut butter sauce with carrots, cucumber, and half of a hard boiled egg

Peanut sauce noodles (don’t look at how ugly the presentation is I worked very hard on this)

Looks like it’s gonna be a takeout night because there was SEVERAL smaller things I forgot to pick up on Tuesday for dinner purposes

I did cook once today already so it’s not TOO bad

hello and welcome to my hell, I am just trying to do better for myself by losing weight and trying to find other hobbies outside of gaming. I am disabled as I am right now and just generally feel like a waste of space!

💬 only mutuals will be able to reply and quote skeets are disabled 💬

Picture of knitting practice

Picture of knitting practice

I’ve also been trying to learn knitting to hopefully cut down on my video game hours, it’s been good but it’s also activating my carpal tunnel

Scrambled eggs with cheese and roasted cabbage

Parmesan crusted chicken meal from Publix with a mostly loaded baked potato

Anyway here’s some meals from the past few days

I was hoping the chicken would be more veggie heavy but all the spinach stuck to the pan…..

It should really be the simplest thing to just better myself but I’ve failed so many times and just want to not be miserable.