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the fact that I obsess over hoyo women than hoyo men and I don't understand how people find them attractive or pretty makes me think that if being lesbian was an actual spectrum I'd be at the top of the spectrum (the lesbianest human ever). I'm so homoromantic that I dont even like fictional men lol

I'm alive

I saw renheng fanart and I cried (from happiness)

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I mean she thinks gayness is infection you can escape if you're religious 🗿 soo. I hope she visits mental asylum someday 😭

the entire week. my aunt kept asking me if I agreed with her homophobic comments I almost had a heart attack. I was trying not to tell her that I'm lesbian or it would be over. then she started talking about my future family and how it's necessary or I'll die alone and UGH JUST IMAGINE I HATE IT 😭

a girl with blue hair and wings is holding a man 's hand in a white room . Alt: Robin from Honkai Star Rail in asylum

I was in my village and internet isn't good there. and now I'm a bit stressed. I don't feel like posting or doing anything tbh. so that's why I don't come here. I have zero energy I had to listen to my relatives making weird homophobic comments. it takes tons of mental energy I'm going insane sjsjsj

LMAOOO. it's all "biological" until you don't fit their "biological" standards 😭😭😭😭

golden thread 👑 also that games that tell girls to put stuff under their shirts to appear pregnant, while being paired with boys ("baby daddies") is so gross. it's sexualizing and grooming kids. none of those kids know what family forming is about. it's gross, it's not "fun" or "child game". ew.

how do I stress myself enough so I don't get periods.

getting a diagnosis as an adult that isn't bipolar or borderline is impossible in this country (and many get misdiagnosed with these). so I'm surprised they told me I had depression and anxiety. like wow. you actually diagnosed me with something? even if it's just 2 out of millions of other problems

I want to change my pfp but this is my signature pfp. what do I do now

I'm gonna make my Roblox avatar more maximalist, then I'll take care of HSR and save up for upcoming characters. oh Nihilux save me

reminder. I'm AGAINST consumerism, fast fashion, cultural erasure and making culture "shared", cop/law system, any type of system aimed to oppress any type of minority groups. I'm against Russian regime, Im against the "savior" EU, the US, Iranian regime, Israel, China, Maduro, Turkey/Turkiye, Japan

my bestie's Roblox avatar is cute. it's emo + scene and aroace themed but why are people being so mean to them for no reason. also there are people spreading Gospels there and they told us they want to see us in heaven that's why they're trying to save us from "gay nonsense" 💀 Christians again ofc

GIVE US THE FLAG OF KURDISTAN

it's really uncomfortable that 12 year olds use their parents and friend's IDs just to access 18+ servers. then they get surprised when I say I'm 22 💀 bro what did you expect. you're in 18+ server. it's so uncomfortable, I'll report next time. there are 20-30 year olds on the servers. what the glass

the fact that it's my GOLDEN bday soon but instead of receiving rbx I give it to the poor 😭 lolz. but I mean smn mocked my skin and called me a beggar. he had 70k rbx btw. must've been a child in disguise. I enter 17/18+ servers to interact with adults instead of children. there was a 12 y.o there 💀

I too wish I was aborted bcz I too didn't ask for this life nor "happiness and love life can offer." or whatever the hell they say. who asked THEM to decide what I want to experience? especially when the entire world is focused on taking minority rights away. why would they assume I'd be straight.

they're offended because they know it's true. they love to live comfortable lives where no truth enters their comfort zone and destroys it. but man, how do you want a good life for something that doesn't even exist esp when you know the world is getting worse day by day. what about the foster kids 😭

but genuinely, do whatever you want. but don't get mad when people think it's egoistic to have children because it literally is? it's the parents who want to bring them into a cruel world so that their "offspring" can "enjoy what life can offer." it's my opinion. I'll never understand breeder life.

they barely have adoption chances. I wish people cared more about living beings instead of what they wish for those children/humans who arent even alive and dont even exist. I think it's more ofa "I want s3x but if I get pregnant that's cool, Im gonna birth little feet who didnt even ask to be born"

everytime smn says they want kids and they list reasons why it's always EGOISTIC. I mean, have biological kids if you want to, nobody's gonna kirk you for it, but the reasons are egoistic let's admit it. there are millions of kids worldwide who need families, they're alive unlike those dream childs

as smn who doesn't want kids, I'll never understand why anyone would want to breed and bring a literal HUMAN BEING on this awful planet. just to make them experience "love" and "good stuff." esp when happiness isn't guaranteed most of the time. it's about YOU wanting that for them. it's YOU not them

you did. congratulations LOL no I just see the rage in you and I know you could kill a God and I know you want people to have a bad day which I appreciate 😌👑

I'm actually the one making everyone mad, or the moment smn starts convo with me it immediately gets dry and we know it's not gonna last. that's why I never had friends and everyone calls me an unemotional, harsh egoistic freak with no social skills. and I'm ragebaiting on social media soo lol

I attract queerphobic and religiously cultist people for some reason. oh and also white supremacists and white dominated country nationalists even if they're not European themselves *sigh* and theyre ALL manipulative feelers. so some type of Fe dom or Fe aux if it's what you mean. maybe Se/Si/Fi too

a religious person was literally being acephobic to me, he started being homophobic and kept calling me illogical and stuff. ew. "you don't believe in God so you cannot believe in logic" he literally disrespected Allah and other Gods, he said being gay is wrong even according to evolution. BFR NOW 💀

literally 💀 they made us feel unseen and ugly, and they made people want to be European to feel better about themselves. people are erasing themselves because of insecurity THEY gave us. but now it's apparently "their chokha and their culture, their identity." be so for real now

also Percy Jackson pissed me off. they made us evil, stole our culture and aesthetics and made us look Greek or smth. they do the same with Perseus (Persian), and Lebanese/Levantine-Armenian deities 💀 we never get rep. everyone hates us unless they want to use us for their ✨aesthetic✨ and propaganda