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Doesn’t have to be a rollator it’s just what I’m aware of..this is all new to me so ANY suggestions are greatly appreciated..

Still here but still struggling.

Really struggling.

Can’t really afford this currently but been thinking about getting a walking assistant like a ‘Rollator’..does anyone suggest a brand or one they have or have heard of that are nice and comfy? Preferably for bigger folks?

Thank you everyone who’s said kind words to me, liked and shared my posts last night..it means a lot..thank you 💛

I want to give an update on what’s going on in my personal life, not a lot of people know because I don’t share a lot as I get very scared of being vulnerable but I know it would be best people know what’s up since it affects my work.

I’ve been struggling since 2019. Then the pandemic hit in 2020-

I didn’t really think about that, I’m sorry..

I would say just listening helps a lot..

Helping with bills and food but I know things are so tight for everyone I didn’t want to suggest my Ko-Fi but it would significantly help.

Thank you for asking 💛

Thank you for your support..it literally means the WORLD..the UNIVERSE..to us. I’m just..going to try and keep fighting the best I can.

No one thinks that, it’s just me venting. There are days where I just wanted to simply kill myself because it hurt so much. I am sorry for delays in everything..I am sorry for literally everything. I’m trying so hard..thank you for reading this far. Thank you for everyone that’s been there for us.

They are CONSTANTLY looking, getting interviews and then getting ghosted or denied. Overqualified STILL denied or ghosted. I can’t even help because i physically, let alone mentally, cannot work. I am laying in bed typing this because my hip hurts so bad. I feel like a burden. I know that-

Preexisting ones as well, such as my asthma which has come back in full force this year. I lost my meds that I have been on for years now. I have lost access to help. I have lost so much and I am honestly at my wits end. On top of that my partner has been struggling for over a year now to find work-

Other issues! It’s frustrating! Now, in April, my insurance gets RUG PULLED on me after them stating I had it for 2024. They just decided to be like ‘Nope, you don’t have insurance now! Good luck!’ With really no other info on why it was pulled. So, I was fighting that. With a new injury and -

Injuring myself again. It’s hip and lower back/tail bone related this time. I can hardly walk at times any amount of time or sit or drive or anything. It’s mind numbing pain. It’s all I can think about because it takes up 99.9% of my brain at any given time. And the other .1% is taken up by my-

With this year starting to become one of the toughest ones yet. Like I thought the previous years were bad it’s like ‘nah, bitch, hold my beer, I’ll show you tough.’

So, I started traveling for work again. To try and start again with help of part of our found family. And I ended up -

During all that we still struggled to keep up with bills let alone the cost of just living. And it just became a cycle of trying to keep up but like you just feel like you started sinking in the water, barely having your head above it. Now the last 2 years have been even harder.

to this day I have a scar from. After that I found a genuinely kind primary care physician. She helped me so much. I continued to try and pull myself out of one of the worst times of my life and it seemed like it would be getting better mentally and physically. Financials were another issue.

Mentally and physically affected I suffered from a pretty extreme case of OCD/ED during the pandemic which led to me not being able to keep up. I lost over a hundred pounds in like 1-2 months because I couldn’t eat. Like I literally was so weak I would faint and one night I gashed my lip open which-

And it essentially made things SO much more tougher. For everyone. I struggled to keep up with bills because my main source of income(cons) completely stopped. What little savings we had quickly drained. Then it sorta boomed again when cons came back but I was unable to keep up.

I want to give an update on what’s going on in my personal life, not a lot of people know because I don’t share a lot as I get very scared of being vulnerable but I know it would be best people know what’s up since it affects my work.

I’ve been struggling since 2019. Then the pandemic hit in 2020-

WOWIE ZOWIE there was no time to take nicer pics or make a post this AM, but we are HERE AT MFF in dealers den aisle E!!

We brought over 100 racerbacks, more undies than ever, scarves ft. @themalky.bsky.social and other silly things :)

So many super nice people today, I truly love you all

We’re at MFF!
📍 You can find us at Suite 3
🎈Our newest shirt “Party Animal” was designed by the amazing @buttsteak.bsky.social 💛
We are currently between homes and have been having a rough time lately. Any support this weekend is deeply appreciated while we try to acquire housing. 🧡

🍌See you soon at #MFF2024 !
I will be at table K-2 with some new mini consent badge designs. Unfortunately the badge holders will not arrive in time but I'll be opening pre-orders for them later this month 🍌

“Gravitational Gaze” oil on wood panel #oilpainting #surrealism #art

Literally me the other night saying ‘a meal is just a spoon of peanut butter’

just feelin…a lil….puppy

#furry #fursuit

Toby leaning against a wall, wearing a series too harness and a leather outfit.

My sona, Toby, drawn by my kitty @kingzabu.bsky.social 🥺🥹😭💛💛💛

((2024 — Personal/gift art by @kingzabu.bsky.social))
#art #furry #furryart #nsfw #nsfwart #nsfwfurryart

a cool coyote for the user Niff ✌️

#art #furryart #furry

POV: Sorvete standing over the viewer.

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((Commission for Sorvete -- 2020))
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POV: Sorvete standing over the viewer.

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((Commission for Sorvete -- 2020))
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Sunny sitting with a joint and a bag of spicy chili Doritos

I want Doritos now..

((2024 — Personal Art/Sunny))
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💙✨One of my absolute faves✨💙

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A water goat tied up

A wolf dog collie tied up

A dragon tied up

A Lombax tied up

Some tied up animals for friends friendsssss 🪢✨

(2024 — Commissions)
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