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i need to imagine some scenarios

its not hopeless its just january

tip: if you feel unfullfilled by how you spent your time today, you can stay up late to try to combat the sense of dissstisfaction. This will ensure that you feel even worse tomorrow

in desperate need of: a flea market therapy session a medieval castle to disappear into warm soup in a bread bowl a long shower and nothing to do after quiet time with my crafts a nap that resets my entire nervous system

tragic when a thing gets hate for being ‘woke trash’ and you look into it and its not even that woke. like cmon man i was promised monacle popping gay commie propaganda. this is just a video game with a woman in it.

yeah it’s all by choice and not because i have issues with intimacy and vulnerability and abandonment and my childjood and how much i value myself and how im perceived and

I’m going to write my posts at a dutch angle to convey my ongoing descent into madness

what I looked like in 2016 is between me and god

I am too sensitive to be a person i feel like they took the heart and brain of a small prey animal and stuck it inside of me i am very dumb and very scared all the time

my body is a machine that turns normal situations into psychological horror

i don’t want to be angry anymore i’m never going to hate again unless someone says something really stupid or if i see something i don’t like at all or maybe just whenever i feel like it