perfect angel and a sweetie <3

i would always do my bloodwork on my left arm since i'm right handed but little did i know was causing myself so much extra pain

string my blood drawn has been significantly easier now that i've identified i need to always do it with my right arm bc my left arm has nerves rly close to the vein that makes it hurt sooo much more

had a really good annual exam where we didn't talk about weight literally at allll she was just like "what do you want to talk about?" huge

las night i stayed at my friends until 11:30 (got there at like 5:30) just so i could finish the puzzle we were working on

i really needed this W 😭

took an adderall so i could lock in on cleaning my apartment in preparation for a really hot dyke visiting from nyc to come over and wreck my shit but the blizzard hitting the east coast this weekend had other plans

this always happens to me when i go to jackhammer and they're always trying to make ME the asshole but like. you're the one being weird!!

also quick rant social media has done such an evil thing to us where like if you are mutuals with someone on instagram you are expected to immediately recognize them and know their name even if you have not ever spoken??? or maybe talked on tinder once 2-3 years ago????

gave up picking at my skin for lent this year as a joke but it's actually kind of working who knew all i had to do was include god

in the uber to jackhammer realizing i left my wallet at home lol

used my gay powers at work to very casually flirt with a patient and then she was trying on glasses saying she was indecisive and i hand her one single pair and she immediately loves them and buys them

accidentally made too many plans s this week and didn't factor in my date last night going so well we'd stay up until 2am. alterotics tonight.... birthday dancing friday...show saturday 😭😭

giving up yearning and pining for lent

i JUST resigned my lease so chicago has ONE MORE YEAR but mark my words

being 28 is like ok is it time to move?? do i need to completely change my whole life??

one thing that actually makes my job harder is that i have a newly discovered medfet kink and any time someone is examining me and says "good" it turns me on an when i say it to a patient im really paranoid im having the same effect on them

i relate to this a lot. for me i think i create a lot of like secret rules about friendship and i think other people are more like fast friends. im like "we have to hang out x amount of times" but in order for me to be comfortable asking to hang we have to already be friends ...

my pelvic floor therapist told me i have a tight gorilla grip pussy btw. in case you were wondering.

you guys aren't ready for my thigh high stockings under all my skirts era

asked my mom if she/any of my teachers ever suspected i had autism & she said "no every teacher loved you. i thought you were annoying because you always tried to talk & reason your way out of punishments or come up with reasons not to do what i asked" so good to know ive always been like this

of course this is not a selling point to the relationship at all but a fun secret thing that would be revealed in time

on a mission to have a gf before july 21st so i can make her come with my to the savannah banana game my mom just bought 6 tickets to

in trying to make valentines last night (i simply couldn't) i realized i am so so so deeply depressed. like i feel literally so empty and like incapable of joy lmao

i want to do this but with dvds

so so so hard when u have a lot of love to give and the people you really want to give it to are like "no thank you" is it so hard to want to love and be loved

rough sketches of a little zine i wanna make trying to remember and preserve the memories i still have of my great grandparents house because it was actually magical and i dream about it constantly. the house itself is still standing but all these sweet little bits are gone

what if i quit everything and became a benedictine nun at an abbey in the foothills of the rocky mountains that's walking distance from the only house ive ever felt at home (not owned by my family anymore)

thanks hinge for updating my age filter to 56 instead of 55

somehow everything just got even worse!!!!!!!!!!$!!!!$

and why not both!!!!???