in all actuality walking the path from which he started following me to when the guy who helped me intercepted was actually very emotional and i'll have to keep doing it every day for forever <3
me immediately after getting followed by a guy with a knife the night before once again putting on my over the ear headphones to blast music on my way home: what are the odds you get followed by a guy with a knife TWO nights in a row???
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im scared to say it.... but think we may be so back
i got to my date to early this eve so i went to carol's and got blt add avocado and i only ate half and then we fucked for hours and she just left and i remembered the other half and..... it's so good
breaking my own rule of seeing someone every other week for the first month hopefully it does not end in disaster and heartbreak for me
i have had a 3 month long period that shows no signs of stopping and truly it's actually making me want to die
i'm
not afraid of falling in love
if i was better at filming/using a camera i feel like i could make a fortune off squirting porn
once again have access to the infamous humboldt park apartment complex with a pool table and dart board in the basement
i would always do my bloodwork on my left arm since i'm right handed but little did i know was causing myself so much extra pain
string my blood drawn has been significantly easier now that i've identified i need to always do it with my right arm bc my left arm has nerves rly close to the vein that makes it hurt sooo much more
had a really good annual exam where we didn't talk about weight literally at allll she was just like "what do you want to talk about?" huge
las night i stayed at my friends until 11:30 (got there at like 5:30) just so i could finish the puzzle we were working on
i really needed this W 😭
took an adderall so i could lock in on cleaning my apartment in preparation for a really hot dyke visiting from nyc to come over and wreck my shit but the blizzard hitting the east coast this weekend had other plans
this always happens to me when i go to jackhammer and they're always trying to make ME the asshole but like. you're the one being weird!!
also quick rant social media has done such an evil thing to us where like if you are mutuals with someone on instagram you are expected to immediately recognize them and know their name even if you have not ever spoken??? or maybe talked on tinder once 2-3 years ago????
gave up picking at my skin for lent this year as a joke but it's actually kind of working who knew all i had to do was include god
in the uber to jackhammer realizing i left my wallet at home lol
used my gay powers at work to very casually flirt with a patient and then she was trying on glasses saying she was indecisive and i hand her one single pair and she immediately loves them and buys them
accidentally made too many plans s this week and didn't factor in my date last night going so well we'd stay up until 2am. alterotics tonight.... birthday dancing friday...show saturday 😭😭
giving up yearning and pining for lent
i JUST resigned my lease so chicago has ONE MORE YEAR but mark my words
being 28 is like ok is it time to move?? do i need to completely change my whole life??
one thing that actually makes my job harder is that i have a newly discovered medfet kink and any time someone is examining me and says "good" it turns me on an when i say it to a patient im really paranoid im having the same effect on them
i relate to this a lot. for me i think i create a lot of like secret rules about friendship and i think other people are more like fast friends. im like "we have to hang out x amount of times" but in order for me to be comfortable asking to hang we have to already be friends ...
my pelvic floor therapist told me i have a tight gorilla grip pussy btw. in case you were wondering.
you guys aren't ready for my thigh high stockings under all my skirts era
asked my mom if she/any of my teachers ever suspected i had autism & she said "no every teacher loved you. i thought you were annoying because you always tried to talk & reason your way out of punishments or come up with reasons not to do what i asked" so good to know ive always been like this
