@imploding-lili.bsky.social
Screaming into the void πΊ 21 Β° She/They Shitpost acc Fandoms -> Hamilton, Undertale, Genshin Impact, Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss, Kpop Bf: @gabrielish.bsky.social
I'm keeping this as a shitpost acc and using my main one to vent π
07.12.2025 14:09 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Why didn't I start earlier omg my body's literally screaming I have sm to do and only time until tomorrow morning
01.12.2025 18:53 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Peace of mind... Peace of mind...
30.11.2025 18:29 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Calm yourself and stop being a crybaby
30.11.2025 18:23 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0You're so great at avoiding breakdowns Lynn you should get an award you fucking crybaby
30.11.2025 18:20 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Okay Lynn don't have the meltdown you efficiently avoided the morning go meditate go breathe
30.11.2025 18:10 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Today sucks today sucks today sucks today sucks today sucks
30.11.2025 18:10 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I want to cry this isn't me I'm not like this
30.11.2025 18:09 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Literslly what's wrong w me today why am I so fucking overwhelmed and easily snarky at everything
30.11.2025 18:08 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0In my defence he's a biblical character. But.. I don't have more defence than that
27.11.2025 17:00 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0My hazbin hyperfixation is back full force but what I didn't expect was to be so damn hyperfixated with a fan made OC rather than a character from the show...
27.11.2025 17:00 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I forgot this shit existed oops
25.11.2025 20:05 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Fuck my life I've made a terrible mistake I'm about to pay for I need a shovel to dig a hole and hide
16.11.2025 11:23 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I want to stop feeling this way, what did I ever do, why do I do this to myself, why can't I just dig a hole and stay there or smth
15.11.2025 13:49 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Do ppl really want me around? Is it my mind playing tricks on me saying they don't?
15.11.2025 13:49 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I don't feel safe anywhere anymore I just want to hide and cry lmao it feels like I'm just bracing myself up for failure everywhere I go and it doesn't matter what I say I'm always in the wrong the same way it's been my entire life
15.11.2025 13:49 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0PLEASE DO :(
01.11.2025 20:02 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0And yet the only person that seems to understand is across the ocean while my parents are still fully convinced I just didn't try hard enough when I could still do smth abt it
01.11.2025 19:13 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I want to rip my spine out that's just how bad it's hurting rn
01.11.2025 19:13 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Normalise yapping abt your partner free of judgement π€π»
31.10.2025 17:11 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I love how my brain jamming to songs like I have the entire energy of the world and my mood is a faceplanting cat lmao
31.10.2025 16:58 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0CAUSE ALL I WANT IS YOU NOT YOUR TEARSSSS I WANNA MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST ONE NO FEAAARRR
31.10.2025 16:55 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I hate crying after maths more than crying itself. My eyes hurt my head hurts I'm exhausted
And
Uuuughhhh I don't wanna do anything today
Maybe I should stop thinking about it
31.10.2025 02:42 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0The brain and body connect in such a strange way. It's impressive how just thinking about something can make you feel like something was physically ripped straight out of your chest.
31.10.2025 02:42 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Please take it I want it gone...
30.10.2025 22:07 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0HOT SALE!! Now a used uterus for 99.9% off!! Don't miss this chance!!
30.10.2025 22:07 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I want non-existent weather....
29.10.2025 03:45 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I don't want it to feel real, I don't want to accept it but it just feels like a sick joke right now and I can't get it through my head. It doesn't fit into it
05.10.2025 19:48 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0It's like no matter how many places I have available to go to, I still lock myself up when I need to reach out the most. I suppose my coping mechanism is just self isolation
05.10.2025 18:51 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
