Higgs Monaghan || Parody

//I miss being here, but I always feel as if I'm being pulled in so many directions.
I hate that I've been unable to be here (or my other accounts) regularly, enough to have actual storylines in place.

Know that I miss you all, especially my dear friend Scripturient 😩

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Death Stranding 2 comic Fragile: "Sam, have you heard of APAS?" Sam, picturing an ape ass: "uh... yeah, I guess"

🐒🍑 #deathstranding2

the metacarpals and phalanges of Khonshu? Sounds *real* threatening. Be scarier if you controlled gravity and the ebb and flow of water, y'know, like the moon

> Ugh, don't you know anything? The God Particle? Higgs Boson? It is all gods and no gods all at once. It is everything and nothing. It permeates ALL existence, it's the reason everything has mass

> Also, skeletal dude with bird head definitely doesn't equal fists, it equals bones. So you're, what

think moons or birds have fists, so. . .

> 😬🫢

Oh no, would they *have* to?

> Will we have to do the whole introducing thing again?
> Cause like, mine's scientific and stuff, and yours sounds dumb and that's really embarrassing for you

Wow, petty.
And definitely not the mature thing to say here.

> I mean-- Khonshu is a moon bird and I don't

world after he fell into mine first.
> Anyway the name's Higgs. Particle of God that permeates all existence

> That's the one! So you're a little smart, even though you're totally dumb

For ditching JP, obviously. For not absolutely falling in love with him, obviously. Which, for the record, Higgs is definitely not in love.
Probably.

> I'm not his boyfriend, for the record, just the guy that fell into his

> Well obviously. Can't go around yelling at you like an asshole and then turn around and be an asshole now can I?

> That's called something. I don't remember the word though

If he thinks this is strange, wait for the off-chance they ever have to meet.

> Sure, sure.

> Well, anyway, I'll leave you alone now. I think I got my point across.

Because there was definitely a point to this, and it was definitely clearly articulated.
Definitely.

I do hate you. (I think) so

> 😝

> Well, good
> He's a good person, by the way. Really good. So be good to him or I won't be good to you

Was that a good level of threatening? What could he even do in this world, really? He didn't have any powers to speak of, at least not that he'd been able to call on so far.

> And yeah, actually

Sorry JP

> The sort of roommate that was apparently a lover in another world and is just trying to keep the guy I care about safe from dangerous adventures with a 'friend' who calls but doesn't answer?

> Yeah, guess I am

Too far. He's pretty sure he's gone too far.
No taking it back now though.

> The person living with him

Now now, he really should try to reign himself in. He doesn't even fully remember why he's holding some sort of deep resentment towards this friend of JP's.

> So don't call on him for any dangerous shit

Don't ask how he found @farisalqamar.bsky.social 's phone number.
But he did.

[Text to: This Guy]
> Hey, you're JP's friend, right?

There is no pizza lover except Higgs🍕

doodle of fragile from death stranding 2 with her lil neck arms shrugging

i like when fragile’s lil arms shrug for her 🤷‍♀️
#deathstranding2

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finally able to say that I posted Chapter 11 of Only Your Gentle Hands Can Save Me Now
archiveofourown.org/works/23206687

A couple dark tears slipped down his cheeks as he glanced to the other man, not knowing that they were stopped because they had arrived at their destination.

"What do I do now? How do I go on living?"

I somehow broke free from the Beach, I'd go after the people that left me there to rot. I'd hunt them all down and make them pay for leaving me there, for not just killing me and getting it all over with. That I'd try to find out how to bring about the End that I had been taught to fight for. . ."

supposed life before Amelie before he'd been trapped on the Beach, he would have wanted to forget it so that being trapped for so long wouldn't feel even more unbearable.
Probably.

"I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore," he admitted, his voice a little broken. "I kept telling myself that if

into the stale air until his throat was horse, until he could hardly make another sound.
Had tried walking into the waters, only for the cold surface to spit him back out onto the rocky sand.

Everything was gray and lifeless, everything was cold and lonely.

Even if he could have remembered this

and spiritually drained.

Everything in his life before Amelie was gone, and everything after he wished would leave him be.
He'd done everything she had asked of him, had been a good little pawn in her malicious game, and yet he'd been left on that Beach to rot away, forgotten and alone. Screaming

"Every little fuckin' thing was a 'brief moment in my life', what with being on that fuckin' Beach, alone for tens of thousands of fuckin' years," Higgs ran a hand over his face to hide the fact that tears were welling in his eyes.

He was so tired.
Exhausted, even.
Physically, mentally, emotionally

fuckin confusing," he rolled his eyes, waving his hand as if to say 'forget about it'.

"He won't even care that I'm gone. Won't even think about me, I can tell you that. Or, if he does, it'll be with relief, that I'm gone."

Which hurt.
He understood, but it still hurt.

crossing rivers, but maybe they didn't do that here.

"I was used as a tool to move him across the board. Amelie was the bait. He believed Amelie was his sister-- but don't fuckin' ask me how or what their actual relationship is. I thought it was one thing, and it was another, and it was all really

loved him, thought I could, but I'm not sure if that was another manipulation or what. Amelie loved Sam, too, so. . ." he chewed his lower lip as he turned away again, relaxing a little in the seat.

It was like the trucks he was used to, for the most part. Didn't seem like it would do any good in

that way.

. . .so why couldn't he just remember?!

Getting into the cab, mulling over everything they were talking about, Higgs had to shift himself to look at the other man, something taking over him and needing to make sure this was clear.

"Sam and I, we were enemies. That's it. I. . .thought I