Skyler

“do you think you’re the one pushing yourself away” *actively tries to make an effort to hang out with my family and be involved in their lives* *gets ignored or gets comments that clearly show they have some sort of problem with me* THIS IS WHY I ISOLATE MYSELF!! I’M EITHER TOO MUCH OR NOT ENOUGH!

and then acting like “no! we’re not doing that” I’M NOT AN IDIOT I CAN FEEL WHEN YOU’RE SECRETLY MAD AT ME!!! STOP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I’M CRAZY!!! god I want to be alone so bad I’d almost rather be homeless than deal with this shit

it’s so demoralizing to feel like purely existing annoys people. like I don’t deserve happiness or anything without being judged and othered for it, especially by the people who supposedly “love” you

started being sober on august 31st. Still going strong!! I can’t believe I’m actually doing this

I’m so tired of constantly being the black sheep. Can’t even feel like I belong in my own fucking family

August 11. 3:32 am. Cried randomly for two hours. Ate some crackers. Now I’m reading unresolved crime cases on Reddit. Absolutely living the life

I lasted one day and had to get more but I’m running out of money and ran out again so it looks like t break #2 might just happen

attempting a t break from weed rn. One day in and I’ve been awake for 19 hours straight

I swear I only come here to talk of my dating woes but I’m so tired of talking to a guy and genuinely liking him and then being told that they’re planning to be exclusive with someone else…. I can never fucking win

I’ve been on dating apps for a year now and haven’t found a single person worthy of going on a date on… good lord I’m going to be single forever

the Minecraft urge is hitting rn

my biggest wish going into 2025 that there would be new Gaga, Rich Brian, and Baby Keem Music. So far I have gotten 2 out of the 3, KEEM PLEASE RELEASE MUSIC

hi! I feel like shit

I’m literally at my fucking limit lol I’m about to have a real fucking mental breakdown soon

honestly still reeling over seeing the Skeet Skeet Corndog man yesterday

THERE IS NO WAY ROOSTER TEETH IS BACK

💔

Animal Crossing Wild World (2005)
#acww

me too pikachu

I feel so alone.

Lego is actually trying to drain my bank account

I’ve also been trying to decide whether I should also buy a steam deck…. but I need to stay strong 💪🏻😩😤😡😡🫡💪🏻🙏🏻

bruh there are so many new Lego botanical sets being released, the Switch 2 was just announced, and I still need a new monitor for my PC setup 😭 I’m never going to have money in my savings istg

also maybe some friends celebrating me :’)

wishes for my birthday

I got all the presents bought that I needed early for the first time in my entire life… so I got another one before 2025 lol OOPS

I really got 14 new tattoos this year and I love that I’m finally becoming the person I’ve always wanted to be

also VERY hard to not get tattoos until 2025 so I can save money for Christmas presents lol

I love shouting into the void on here

Mustered the courage to send her a message and tell her we broke up 2 weeks ago and it turns out he told us BOTH that he hadn’t been in a relationship for a year and a half and accused me of being a stalker?? Like was he lying the whole time? Is my life a JOKE