SP0RK ! ⚔️

BSKY SUSPENDED MY MAIN

elmo from sesame street is making a funny face while sitting on a table . ALT: elmo from sesame street is making a funny face while sitting on a table .

i may be the stupidest person ever

i will not relapse affirm

like the happiest i ever been was in that weird talking stage with them. that's the closest to love tge universe will give me.

i think it's because he was the most mature. he was so sweet and kind to me. all of them were but his felt more genuine.

i miss him in particular so fucking bad

hate seeing people in a happy relationship bc when is it my turn i've been so patient

i need an older woman so bad

pausing my sucidal ideation posts to goon over ramattra . oough i need that robot SQUIRMING

watching youtube, listening to music and reading ramattra fanfic so i don't kill myself 🧘

the only solution is to abandon everyone before they abandon me

everyone i know is ignoring me and my mom is purposely overstimulating me i need to die i need to fucking die

everyone fucking hates me im going to relapse if my mom does one more thing to piss me off

need to die need to die i cant fucking do it anymore everyone hates me

i can't ever be happy ive waited so long for happiness but the universe says i don't deserve it. i do and im fucking tired

everyone is abandoning me or deciding they hate me even family 😂😂😂 he fucking ghosted me no one will talk to me im so fucking done

he hasn't responded STILL. HELP ME

actually starting to freak out a little i know he's busy but like aughh i feel like i did something wrong

i kept checking ny phone to see if he messaged and he never did :(

for some reason i'm just worried that he isn't considering a date as a date... save me

he hasn't responded today im nervous i said something weird aughhh

a cat is standing in front of a door next to a litter box . ALT: a cat is standing in front of a door next to a litter box .

thank yew

wiped my phone and ipad completely of stuff that reminds me of them so i can fully move on . yes it was a little mean to delete the playlists i made them but ik they never listened to them

i feel like all of my friends are slowly abandoning me im crashing out

i need this man so bad hes so sweet already :(

HE WANTS TO SEE MY ARTFFR FUCKJH

WE HAVENT EVEN GONE ON A DATE YET AND I ALREADY LIKE HIM IM SO EASILY PERSUADED

a close up of a cat sitting on a table looking at the camera with a surprised look on its face . ALT: a close up of a cat sitting on a table looking at the camera with a surprised look on its face .

GOD THIS GUY IS SO SWEET AND NICE AND PRETTY ABD WAGHHHV

all is calm i am calm