i get this post is subconsciously prompted. we all know the answer. but maybe it would be nice to know that someone else shares the same thoughts, deals with the same things
that someone is just as lonely as i am
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i get this post is subconsciously prompted. we all know the answer. but maybe it would be nice to know that someone else shares the same thoughts, deals with the same things
that someone is just as lonely as i am
do you ever wonder if you stopped reaching out what that would mean for your relationship
22.08.2025 23:36 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0so they share enough with you in return, do they share unprompted about the things that are hard for them, the things they love, the type of day they had, if they thought of you at all
22.08.2025 23:36 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0how often do you talk
do you worry about texting first too often, or about sending too many messages. do you worry about being a burden, about being annoying. do you worry about being too much to handle, too damaged, too sad, too emotional
can i ask a real question
if youβre friends with someone, like someone who you both consider to be one of your best friends, someone you have memories, have shared birthdays and have traveled with and knows things about you that other people donβt know
how often do they reach out to you
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15.06.2025 19:48 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0in my brain spirit πππ
13.06.2025 01:38 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0im so ill rn and no one irl is noticing
12.06.2025 23:58 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0im still struggling a little bit but i am feeling better thank you for checking on me πππ
05.05.2025 23:00 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0miss you clairey π«π
03.05.2025 23:24 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0thanks ally π©·π«
03.05.2025 16:34 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0idk what to do. im feeling like unless i reach out first, my friends and family forget that i exist.
03.05.2025 14:18 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0people always leave.
03.05.2025 00:04 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i noticed i started pulling away, and now itβs pretty obvious that im not as invested in that group anymore either
24.04.2025 11:35 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0ive been limited with the direction for my main character and it doesnβt feel exciting anymore. this makes me sad bc i put so much work into that character over these months
24.04.2025 11:33 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0i started writing in an RP group on forums with some previous creative writing friends. ive really enjoyed my time there. just writing again, writing something different, in someone elseβs world where i just have to show up.
lately ive felt a lack of muse there :/ itβs not toxic or anything but
i left this writing space unsure if i would come back, honestly. i wanted to keep writing but i didnβt want to stay here, in the mess of what it all became.
idk if i can be considered βbackβ but im writing a fic that is currently sitting at 131k on the draft so that has to mean somethingβ¦
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24.04.2025 00:20 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0feels nice to write jikook again
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10.04.2025 23:10 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0videos and photos unsent, an entire life that no one ever saw or cared to ask about, always assuming you were okay, that she liked her silence, liked her loneliness, that she was distant on purpose, that she didnβt have anything to share to begin with.
09.03.2025 19:48 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0see another video or listen to another voice note or react to another photo. the worst is when you save it to your phone instead and close the app in silence, feeling lonely bc you are, admiring it by yourself, realizing that if you were to vanish today, that your phone would be filled with so manyβ
09.03.2025 19:48 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0the worst is when you make a video or take a photo bc something excited you, you go to share it on whatever platform you used and youβre looking at the list of usual people youβd send these things too. but suddenly you feel like youβve bothered them enough today, that they probably donβt want toβ
09.03.2025 19:48 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0check on your depressed friends
26.01.2025 01:07 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0maybe things will be different next year, a part of me really hopes so. bc i love writing fanfics with my whole heart, i love writing jikook, i love them, i love all seven of my boys. i really do hope inspiration strikes me soon.
05.12.2024 16:15 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0for the last few years, whenever janaury shows up, iβve said to myself, βthis is probably the last year for meβ. somehow ive managed to hold on to hope, post when i can, but the inspiration just isnβt there like it used to be. logging into this fandom everyday is stressful. posting is stressful.
05.12.2024 16:15 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0tbh i have started writing elsewhere, away from fanfics. it feelsβ¦freeing.
i donβt know when iβll be back to writing about my favorite boys falling in love over and over again, except for the xmas fic im writing for mina. so i guess we do have something to look forward toβ¦
feeling distant from the fandom, but i think it was unintentional, something that happened over time the more i logged in and kept seeing nothing but hate and arguments, demands from a creative space that was supposed to double as a safe space for me
05.12.2024 16:15 β π 7 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0this gives me consistent comfort
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