Han 💛

Going to Trans Pride alone tonight and I am v anxious but also so ready for a pride event that feels like it’s not exclusively catered to cis gay men. Very grateful spaces like this can exist within eyesight of the building where our rights are actively being taken away.

y’all really need to stop talking about red/republican states as if there aren’t tons of LGBTQ+ people and lots of minorities here… you sound ignorant as shit

It’s 10:30am and I’ve already made English Muffins and cookies, cleaned the kitchen, living, and dining rooms, rearranged the living room for hosting a Grammy watch party, and broke down a bunch of boxes to take a million trips to the dumpster. I am *tired*.

I am as delighted by the nominations for THE SUBSTANCE as I am aghast at the lack of nominations for I SAW THE TV GLOW. The Academy continues their unbroken streak of getting as much wrong as right. And so it goes.

As if today wasn’t already enough I walked outside an hour ago to take my dog out and it was sleeting. We were supposed to get snow at like 2am not sleet at 8pm 🥶🤬

First practical implementation of this:

Don't let an awkward hate-fueled salute dominate the headlines when a barrage of ICE agents are headed to multiple cities to begin mass deportation tomorrow (in addition to whatever Executive Orders are being signed as we speak).

No no please no

Drove nearly 5 hours to Austin with a complete stranger today which is 1. So incredibly far out of my comfort zone I think people would think think I’m making this up and 2. It was the absolute best thing I could have done and I don’t think I will ever forget her.

I guess it was about time my clumsy ass had a random lil injury, other than the horrible ankle sprain of February 2024 I’ve mostly stayed in one piece this year!

Seeing [liberal] people slowly, finally get the point of Wicked will never not be funny to me. Like you went in expecting a children’s movie? And were disappointed because it was blatantly political and anti-fascist? Baby please look in the mirror then read the book!

My fridge didn’t seal last night when I closed it. I haven’t been eating much lately (we’re not going to unpack that rn) so like $20 worth of Chobani protein shakes I’ve been surviving on all have to be thrown away, plus everything else I have. I need a break.

I can never leave Tiktok because I’d miss the unhinged Nutcracker Rats from various ballet troupes every year and they keep me alive through winter.

Apparently I successfully gaslit myself into thinking I was fine after a few good months chronic pain-wise because I am currently in awe of how much pain I’m in! Which shouldn’t be a surprise to me because I literally have one of the top 20 most painful conditions that exists!

I’ve been at my parents’ house for an hour and already want to turn around and go back to Austin. How am I going to survive a whole week at Christmas 😭

“It’s the most wonderful time of the year”? Tell that to my therapist and psychiatric NP who are probably tired of me already and we’re only one week into December. We’re in for a ride the next three months!

Just realized Mercury has been in retrograde so that plus ~everything else~ suddenly makes everything make sense.

It's "what if everyone is only pretending to like me" o'clock

I should get to sleep

Don't wanna be drowsy tomorrow when it's half past "oh lol nah they would have said something by now"

Cleaning out my bag of yarn and various fiber art supplies and found the yarn I bought for the sweater I was going to crochet for my grandma’s birthday last year. I really wish it could have just—disappeared instead.

It’s been over 8 years since Frank Ocean released an album and I still find myself hoping for a new one once a week. I’m afraid I’m delusional 😞

the way I see it, there's basically no reason not to move christmas to the end of january. thanksgiving stays where it is, december gets new year's eve, and we get all of january (currently very boring) to look forward to christmas. also I wouldn't have to drive 1000 miles in the span of four weeks

I’m not used to looking at the replies on here and not seeing the most vile, racist, conspiracy theory, transphobic rhetoric and it’s always a nice surprise compared to ~the other place~

I have a comfy bed, a whole office setup, food that won’t kill me, pets, friends, and family here. Why would I go somewhere for a month without those things 😭

My mother, who cancelled my family’s trip to visit me for the first time and lied about it, STILL wants me to go up there this Sunday and spend all of December in Arlington. I have no words anymore.

I was shocked that Hozier isn’t on this list but at least it’s *only* women so that’s a win

elmo says take me lucifer while standing in front of flames ALT: elmo says take me lucifer while standing in front of flames

I have to work again in 3.5 hours. I am STILL working with a very real possibility I will not have stopped by 5am when I start again.

My parents have yet to even make sure I didn’t spend Thanksgiving alone do I fuck around and spend Christmas alone orrrr—

Not spending Thanksgiving with family after they cancelled their trip to spend it here (and lied about it). Been v emotional this week but I’ve had cousins check on me&defend my decision, a Friendsgiving, and have people who care about me to spend tomorrow with. I have a lot to be thankful for 💛

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