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@alteredpanel.bsky.social

my comic diary deals with topics of self harm/ending, substance abuse, csa and familial abuse. this is meant to depict an honest portrayal of life with DID.

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corgi!

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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (4/4)

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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (3/4)

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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (2/4)

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a spark that refused to be snuffed out (1/4)

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i wouldnt mind at all, please go ahead!

23.01.2026 15:48 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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not only would i be alright with that, i think that'd be really cool, and id love to see how you do!

22.01.2026 17:46 — 👍 6    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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why do you draw? (3/3)

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why do you draw? (2/3)

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why do you draw? (1/3)

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THANK YOU 🩵

17.01.2026 03:30 — 👍 82    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

though im just geeking because ive been reading the haunted self and it has really helped me understand both myself and friends of mine who have some of the other disorders aforementioned. i would highly recommend checking it out if you dont mind more clinical reads, but the summary is good too!

17.01.2026 02:33 — 👍 10    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

but what defines DID specifically is the dissociation between those parts, the actualization of individual identities like genders and names and experiences, whereas someone with ptsd may simply have emotional separation/amnesia but have an awareness of the events that traumatized them

17.01.2026 02:32 — 👍 11    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

thats actually something i would recommend checking out my first summary source link for!!! the theory of structural dissociation posits that traumagenic disorders in general (so this would include ptsd, bpd, osdd, and a handful of others) result in similar 'segmenting' of parts-

17.01.2026 02:31 — 👍 22    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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(2/2)
for more information: summarized explanation of the theory of structural dissociation did-research.org/origin/struc...
source: pdf for the haunted self www.docdroid.net/arPAtHT/van-...

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(1/2)
for more information: summarized explanation of the theory of structural dissociation did-research.org/origin/struc...
source: pdf for the haunted self www.docdroid.net/arPAtHT/van-...

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animation

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liking an activity so much you wanna do it more faster

11.01.2026 04:46 — 👍 1235    🔁 204    💬 8    📌 1

i dont think anyone would mind no!! and id definitely prefer this account be tagged!

10.01.2026 01:41 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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(2/2)

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straight up normaling it (1/2)

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its okay, and thank you for reading despite the difficult subject matter. there is a lot of beauty and love in this world despite this part of my life, and im grateful to get to see the good parts too

02.01.2026 03:37 — 👍 7    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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can a 27 year old still be kawaii (happy new year everyone)

01.01.2026 17:16 — 👍 961    🔁 179    💬 16    📌 0

exactly! i have so much i want to say on like.. consent, bodily autonomy/ownership, religion, the nuclear family and gender thats always so difficult to capture in single strips, but i hope over time this diary will begin to connect those threads the way they are in my brain

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ice (3/3)

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content warning: discussions of csa

ice (2/3)

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content warning: discussions of csa, ment of disordered eating

ice (1/3)

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they are photobashed in! specifically they are the rewinding cogs on the back used to reset a vhs tape :3c

26.12.2025 16:04 — 👍 11    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0
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no matter what happens next, we shouldn't be afraid

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