bæ grylls

Long story, short; I've cum 15 times and the night isn't over yet.

Giving my friend a blowjob till he nuts in my mouth. I'm a good girl! Let me show you!
#nsfw #transporn #blowjob

suffer.

In fairness, I hope one day we can collaborate and create that kind of content together 😈

The battle isn't yet over but remission is very much looking more like an inevitability compared to a fleeting goal earlier this year.

I remain defiant. I remain courageous. I remain.

Onward. Always. 💖💜💙

That said, the second tumour is still gone (having been excised during my chemo run in April '25).The adaema is virtually non-existent. The original tumour is now the smallest it has ever been, going from the size of roughly a fifty pence piece to it fitting in the centre of a dime.

Two years ago, I began defiantly fighting back in another kind of an invisible civil war. This is why I'm so reflective in the photo because if you told me that August 2025 would be confirming this is the closest to remission yet, I'd have been skeptical and scoffed in your face.

(🎵 The Collective)

reflection.
#newprofilepic

experimentation.

self portrait of me, no colour, monochrome. looking away from lens, hand over mouth, seemingly in deep thought.

contemplation.

By the way... if you think I'm NOT slowly amassing what I need to be Spider-Punk for a day, you are entitled to your asinine, loud, and wrong beliefs.

Throwback to my first proper cosplay/Halloween costume effort... but with a slight twist. Given one is bisexual (pansexual if ya nasty) and this was before one knew who Hobie Brown is (SPOILER: he's me if I were comic book hero), I'm not just Spiderman.

I'm your neighbourhood friendly Bi-derman.

May I remind you all that I am a bad bitch and you can't kill me

unrelenting.

The Politics Of… Men Loving Men self-portrait of me with my nails painted as the same colours as the bisexual pride flag

I understand the world renown designer Andrew Christian is calling it a day. In light of this, there's no better time to republish my direct response to an op-ed AC published on his blog about bisexual men. Get into the hot mess that is The Politics Of... Men Loving Men. medium.com/@theauracl3/...

That's not love. That's consumerism.

You would do well to stop confusing the two.

Achievement unlocked - I'm a bad bitch, you can't kill me! (100G)

That said, I've long been convinced that any love at all that is shown to you loathesome, heinous, bilous, bigoted, foetid, smegma-encrusted pricks is a complete and total waste of such enriching energy.

It'd be like pouring water into a broken glass: an exercise in futility.

Fuck you cowards.

The more you bend the knee to an ideology that loves your compliance, complicity, and culpability in upholding such sordid and indefensible beliefs?

The more you guarantee you will never experience what you desperately crave: love without judgement for who you are.

An authentic, unapologetic love.

With that in mind, I am beyond convinced... nay, reminded that every queer person — alive or deceased — is and was more liberated than anyone whoever hated a queer person could hope to be.

You can defame us, assault us, dehumanise us, and even kill us... but at least we are and were truly loved.

Don't chat about "freedom" when putrid bigots like you anti-LGBTQIA clowns lack the intestinal fortitude to even attempt to free your closed & corrupted mind from the sociological penitentiary it's currently incarcerated in.

You wouldn't know what love is. You aren't brave enough to be vulnerable.

The love I've shown anyone is theirs to keep and, as a general rule, I believe the love extended is never wasted on anyone.

The exception to that rule are the folks that hold the same convictions as the same man who allegedly murdered Jonathan Joss.

Love is clearly wasted on you lot.

And look now. Look at how everything from your abhorrent rhetoric to the inhumane actions your ideological beliefs influence you to carry out is proof positive that you're not just a pathetic bigoted asshole but one that is so ungrateful for the love one assumes you were shown.

We know you desperately wish, hope, prayed, or presumably paid for someone to love you even half as much as Jonathan & Tristan loved each other.

The sad part is there's every possibility that someone *did* love you as unabashedly and unapologetically as Tristan loves Jonathan.

All you homophobic, transphobic, biphobic [et al] people ever end up confirming is what every single human being who hasn't sworn allegiance to the corruption and poison that is the disgusting ideology you're too much of a pathetic coward to challenge — never mind disavow — knows all too well.

As for both the alleged homophobic murderer who took Jonathan's life and the people who even merely think like the presumptive perpetrator of a stone cold hate crime does:

All your bigotry does is confirm what every queer person already knew. You lot envy and thus hate us more than you love anyone.

I cannot imagine the anguish Tristan Kern de Gonzales' – Jonathan Joss' survived husband – heart is utterly submerged in at the moment. In lieu of Tristan still having his beloved to hold, cherish, and revel in the magic that is their loving bond, I wish him nothing but peace.

summer is coming in hot. time to hit the reset button, reduce the beard to [shadow] levels, and get it right for autumn and winter. #cleanup #vitamine #restart #reset #melaninpoppin #sunonmyface #thesunkissedmyskin #imnotamodel

defiant until the bitter end.

onward, always.