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Holy shit not only do I looooove sucking cock, I particularly love sucking *this* cock. Wow he fills my mouth so perfectly and completely.... I may be wet just writing this...

Feat. @theauracle.bsky.social

Just a quick clip from last night

Feat. @theauracle.bsky.social

Soz, couldn't hear all that mardy arse jealousy riddled commentary over the fact that I beat a rare blood cancer, feeling great, and I'm just getting started on my vindication lap. I don't care if you're sick of nonsense. No more holding back. No amnesty period. No shrinking because YOU'RE insecure.

I'm not going to disparage anyone but I don't see why I should lean into a learned affectation like modesty or feign humility in response to the anxieties and insecurities of people who weren't brave enough to love me or show up for me.

My triumph is mine. Your actions are yours to live with.

So since entering remission on 31 December 2025, I have gone full throttle into 2026 with an absolute refusal to be modest about anything. The sense of triumph [amongst other intense feelings] that is coursing my veins isn't intoxicating, no no no.

It's vindicating in the extreme.

Is this heaven? It feels like heaven.

📷&🍆 By @theauracle.bsky.social

It's official. I'm in remission. I did it.

It also makes me more curious whenever they believe me to be "intimidating."

Is it that I'm "intimidating" or is it that I'm not easy to manipulate? Is it that I'm "intimidating" or is it I'm rather knowledgeable and intelligent? Is it that I'm "intimidating" or is it that you're insecure?

When I started getting in the habit of assuming a lot of people project their fears and insecurities on to me, I stopped taking their deeming me "intimidating" personally.

i won't deny it: my mental health plummetted into a familiar yet abysmal place I've not been for years. frankly and without going into too much detail, i didn't want to be here any more. make of that what you will... but know that I'm still here.

somehow, some way... onward. always.

Just a moment from my like 18 hour fuck session with @theauracle.bsky.social
#nsfw #nsfwsky #spicysky #transporn #analsex

I feel like I spent basically all weekend either sleeping or in this position. I regret nothing.
Incredible dick provided by @theauracle.bsky.social

Long story, short; I've cum 15 times and the night isn't over yet.

Giving my friend a blowjob till he nuts in my mouth. I'm a good girl! Let me show you!
#nsfw #transporn #blowjob

suffer.

In fairness, I hope one day we can collaborate and create that kind of content together 😈

The battle isn't yet over but remission is very much looking more like an inevitability compared to a fleeting goal earlier this year.

I remain defiant. I remain courageous. I remain.

Onward. Always. 💖💜💙

That said, the second tumour is still gone (having been excised during my chemo run in April '25).The adaema is virtually non-existent. The original tumour is now the smallest it has ever been, going from the size of roughly a fifty pence piece to it fitting in the centre of a dime.

Two years ago, I began defiantly fighting back in another kind of an invisible civil war. This is why I'm so reflective in the photo because if you told me that August 2025 would be confirming this is the closest to remission yet, I'd have been skeptical and scoffed in your face.

(🎵 The Collective)

reflection.
#newprofilepic

experimentation.

self portrait of me, no colour, monochrome. looking away from lens, hand over mouth, seemingly in deep thought.

contemplation.

By the way... if you think I'm NOT slowly amassing what I need to be Spider-Punk for a day, you are entitled to your asinine, loud, and wrong beliefs.

Throwback to my first proper cosplay/Halloween costume effort... but with a slight twist. Given one is bisexual (pansexual if ya nasty) and this was before one knew who Hobie Brown is (SPOILER: he's me if I were comic book hero), I'm not just Spiderman.

I'm your neighbourhood friendly Bi-derman.

May I remind you all that I am a bad bitch and you can't kill me

unrelenting.

The Politics Of… Men Loving Men self-portrait of me with my nails painted as the same colours as the bisexual pride flag

I understand the world renown designer Andrew Christian is calling it a day. In light of this, there's no better time to republish my direct response to an op-ed AC published on his blog about bisexual men. Get into the hot mess that is The Politics Of... Men Loving Men. medium.com/@theauracl3/...

That's not love. That's consumerism.

You would do well to stop confusing the two.

Achievement unlocked - I'm a bad bitch, you can't kill me! (100G)

That said, I've long been convinced that any love at all that is shown to you loathesome, heinous, bilous, bigoted, foetid, smegma-encrusted pricks is a complete and total waste of such enriching energy.

It'd be like pouring water into a broken glass: an exercise in futility.

Fuck you cowards.