Soren [Indefinite Hiatus]

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I really hate to ask, I know I'm hardly what one might call a big name in the community, but rent and bills are looming and my new job doesn't start until the beginning of next month. if there's anyone who could lend a hand... it would be incredibly appreciated. gofund.me/f26da2abc

Stay sweet, my honeybees. 🐝💙

I've been delaying making this thread for about a month, but I'm... out of time. Streaming for the few who would watch has been an honor I would do all over again if I could. The friends I've made are ones I'd cherish forever.

I love you guys.

Thank you for tuning in. And, until we meet again...

As for my streaming... suffice to say, during this difficult time where I likely will be homeless for the foreseeable future- I will be on an Indefinite hiatus.

...Admittedly, I don't know if I even will come back. For a whole slew of other reasons.

...This isn't me asking for sympathy, pity, whatever. I've gotten enough of that in the last few months. Everyone gives what they can, and just...move on. I don't blame them. It's hard to watch someone you care about simply vanish through the cracks.

I got dropped by my therapist, by my doctors, and just about everyone. I have...maybe a month of my antidepressant left- which even a day without causes severe withdrawal issues. And, now, as of September 20th, we have about two days before the utilities go out.

One rejection, turned into two, turned into four. Not even the supposed "low-income housing" in the place we're looking at want anything to do with me, for reasons they refuse to specify but have suspicions leading back to my poor credit score (another consequence of those poor financial decisions)

"Ren, that's not so serious!" IT... gets worse. Me and Fox have been spending the entire summer applying to apartments, putting out job applications (she has, anyway) while I've been trying to organize everything and keep myself from falling apart in the process.

For anyone who doesn't know- I've had the passing of a family member back at the end of June. Of course, that wasn't bad enough- but due to some poor financial decisions he had made, it meant we can't stay in my childhood home. I... have to move for the first time.

Hey guys. It's Soren. And this post is...more serious than most.
Warning you guys now, this post is going to be discussing physical, mental health, and current...situations going on IRL. If you cant quite handle that, that's understandable- so It'll be in a thread.

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Soooo. Hey everyone!! Long story short, I have about 2 and a half months left to move. And I find this out right on my birthday,,,, killer. 🫠

If yall wanna support us getting out of the middle of nowhere to actually SOMEWHERE, we opened up a new gofundme you can find here!

gofund.me/f989232f

...I really do wish I could be more active in my community... To stream more and be the content creator yall deserve.

I dunno. Trying not to get too deep into my feels but the last day or two has hit hard.

-But for now this is all I've got.

Stay sweet honeybees. Tell people you love them, before it's too late. 🩵🐝

That is to say, I don't know when I'll be able to come back to streaming. We'll be moving very soon, as well, and that's going to take time and energy and just...
...I don't know.

I'm sorry to my honeybees. But I hope yall can understand why I've been absent.
I'll still be doing collabs-

And... as the only one aside from Fox at the home, it leaves a lot of the aftermath in my hands. Something that I WISH was simple.

Suffice to say, I've been busy. Sorting out assets, closing accounts, planning the next steps forward... slowly.

... I don't know when I'll be back.

Hey guys. Everyone must be wondering where I've been for the last uh... month or two.
I wish I could explain in a way that is professional, or make up something about how I've just been tired?... But it's worse.
My dad, who I have a complicated relationship with at best, passed on June 28th.

Twitch Twitch is the world

Welp I'm tired from Physical Therapy, but it's time for Genshin Impact! WHAT is Captain up to?!
twitch.tv/mx_renbee

Welp, Tommy almost kicked me in the face and I got the worlds most chaotic hat ever, so that's about what I was expecting from the show tonight! 🤣 #TommyinnitSurvivalTour
(I also totally forgot to get a photo in front of the theatre, FUCK! 😭😭😭)

Afternoon everyone!!! MAN I've lost track of time lately, it doesn't feel like Sunday but it is. 😵‍💫 Sorry for missing streams this week, insomnia has been VERY rough lately. Aaaand on top of that, tonight I won't be home at all as I'm seeing a certain Brit's comedy show!
So, I'll see yall next week!

Welp! It's time to go BACK into the Piss Dimension with our unfavorite blonde fop,,, yippee.
twitch.tv/mx_renbee

Welp! That was sad!!.... At least Tuesday will be better...??? (It won't.)

Anyway! Thanks for tuning in everyone~! See you on Sunday for Persona 4 Golden! Stay sweet! ✨🐝

Mx_Renbee - Twitch Your friendly neighborhood 100% totally-human beekeeper! Nothing else~! [ He/They/Bee/Dae || 23 IRL || Omni/Polyam ]

And we are LIVE!!! Finally! Let's catch up, shall we? (And play some Genshin, I guesssss) 🥰
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Welp! I'm awake, and I forgot to update Genshin again. We'll be live later tonight! 🥲😭

A discord conversation between OP and his best friend. Slygirl: You might wanna start playing Genshin again... [ Image of Special Program announcement on the 25th, the program's banner featuring Albedo and most of the Mondstadt crew ] Mx_Renbee: (Anguish Emote) FINE i'll stream Genshin on friday

Have I mentioned I hate genshin yet? /j
Anyway guess I'll be live on Friday, catching up and reacting to the special program!

This ontop of a lot of other financial problems coming up lately has me wanting to affect the local trout population (/ref) sooo I've been. Extremely busy per usual.
I do hope to come back to streaming soon!!! I'm just... really tired right now lately.
I hope yall understand. Stay sweet. 🐝

So TLDR: I had to pass up that apartment because of the current beurocratic pit I'm stuck in.
😭😭😭
Suffice to say I'm not happy.

When Fox reminds me something that stops my train of thought.
"Hey isn't your next hearing in MAY?"
"....Oh fuck me you're right."
So we call and see if we could wait to move in until after the hearing in May.
They basically say in no uncertain terms that this would be an issue.

We get a ping on Zillow for a studio apartment that's $940 per month. Holy shit? It's also pet friendly and accessible, and right next to public transport!!! Holy shit!!!
So we start thinking of logistics, deposit, etc.

Specifically, in one of the more urban areas, where rent is usually around $1.3-1.5k per month. Something unfeasable for me and Fox. (As Fox is still job hunting, and I'm still working on disability stuff)

Okay it's been like a week and I'm less heated so lemme give yall the scoop:

As you know I've been trying to move house for the last three odd years now- moving across the country to be closer to my partner's family. (As I barely have any family to support me here)