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I'm hurting so bad over the loss of Dylan. I really truly couldn't have imagined someone so kind and gentle being gone so soon

15 is too young. 24 is too young. they were too young. the world wasn't ready for them to leave

sometimes, it's not so deep down 😂

deep down, I'm a really big fan girl

I got to sign two setlists for the first time ever for these young girls and I don't think I've ever felt more out of and in my comfort zone at the same time.

tonight I shoot for Dylan and Blake.
2 lives lost far, FAR too soon

so wholesome :')

I used to think that drowning was the only way to breathe. now I just pretend I have everything I need

I am in tears in a fucking Uber in BC reading the obituary for Dylan. 😔❤️‍🩹

no offense but

went to shoot a drag show at Revival, saw a poster with one of Dylan's bands on it for Starlite and I just broke into uncontrollable tears.

if you get that time machine let me know, I got some places I need to go back to

any beef I felt like I had, or may have had with anyone in the music scene? it's gone. I'm sorry if I ever pissed you off, I don't care anymore if you've ever pissed me off. hug your friends, be kind, smile at each other, and enjoy the life we have together.

the world is better with you in it. please reach out if you're struggling. I love you. I will listen.

I haven't cried this much in a long time.
I'm gonna miss Dylan.

I genuinely want to just do art and never work a day in my life again.
I like my job and the people I work with, but wow being out with bands on the road was something else that my brain cannot comprehend coming back from now that I've done it.

if there's a condition for feeling absolutely ILL after work on the way home, actually just crawling out of my skin to get home, I have it.

It's taking an hour in traffic for me to get from work everyday recently even though it's only a 10 minute trip because of how many roads are closed in the city and how congested this street is now.

what the heck 😭😭😭 I'm so in my feels about leaving the road

100% it is a terrible idea to run at one of my bandmates on a tour as a manager/owner. I will guarantee your establishment will be covered in food that will rot in the +36° heat.

a Roman Empire

nevermind I'm in Kamloops they have so many homeless people and drug overdoses the least of their worries is a large wall/fence into the city.

"please don't graffiti my Nana's wall, the city doesn't help. we only pay ♥️" was written on a fence on the side of a HIGHWAY road. you'd think the province/town/city would help keep their town looking nice and enticing to visit.

this development comes from no sleep in a van to your doorstep.

everyone else can eat a toe :)

when people wish me well on tour and a safe drive = hell yeah

wonder what Kellin's been up to lately?
this:

WHY is it in the shape of a penis

this is about no one in particular, or anyone presently in my life anymore. however, the statement will always stand.

I'm certain about who I am, what I want, and proud of where I am. I'm someone who's not afraid of saying how something makes me feel, and my beliefs. if you can't handle that, get the fuck out of the way.