Im so fat omfg. I need to lose weight, but i keep eating.
Ive been trying to kill myself for days now and nothing is working. I cant seem to hang myself right. I guess I dont want it bad enough.
Everyone hates me. They all think im stupid.
Im so stupid. I dont even have real problems
I want to cry im so disgusting. I should've cut deeper😭 Damn why do my arms have to be so disgustingly fat?
I did all my research on the financial end. I have to tie up loose ends and make sure that whatever money I get before will go to my family instead of sallie mae. I dont have any estate or anything in my name, so thats good. I'll make sure to transfer money over to my sister before I go.
I already read my loan clauses and my fam doesnt have to pay a dime if I die. And if theyre unable to pay for my burial/cremation, the county will take care of that. Any remaining debts i owe will not go to them. So I won't be a burden even in death.
My fam knows im suicidal, so I have to be strategic in what I do and how I do it. Unfortunately I may have to lay low with my plans and gather up my tools needed until its time. I dont have a set date, but I need to make it seem like that im okay so theyre not suspicious.
My thighs are so fat. I feel so fucking SAD
My therapist is resigning so I have to find a new one. Im very upset, but at least i was cute today
Imma stop self harming. Theres no point in doing it because it provides nothing for me anymore.
Yesss!! I found some cute little elf ear cuffs in Spencer's 😭 And I found a good perfume in 5 below!! And I got all the stuff to make my own dusting powder!
Therapy appointment got canceled but at least I got to go shopping
Broooooooo! I'll look so much prettier if I was 80lbs lighter Why do I keep eating???
I want to be able to purge.
Is being groomed online considered as traumatic or just cringe shit that I did as a teen. Because I was groomed from 14-16 and I dont think its all that traumatic 🤔 maybe im just weird.
I wanna cvt so badly rn😔
I saw someone cut to the artery and bleed out on twitter? 😭😭 lucky yayyy but I know that healing will be a BITCHHH
I got someone's progesterone instead of my Lexapro at the pharmacy 😭😭 I had to go back and everythingggg
Interesting🤔 imma see if im able to see mine
How are you able to see therapy notes?🤔
Meow meow😔😔 meow meow meow. MEOOOOWWWWWW meow meow meow meow meow💅🏾💅🏾
I need to be on here more, edtwt is just filled with interaction bait.😔
People being younger than me cutting to beans is making me feel like a FAILUREEE😭
Awwwweee thank yewww😭😭😭
Yayyy! I love having my nose booped! 🩷🩷
I know right!😭
Thank yewww! I got my top from Ross😭 It was like 5$, Its one of my favs!
Thank yew pookie!!!
Yall look at how cute my nose looks!!! I love it! (Also im feeling a bit better about myself now thankfully)
