this is the third day with this debilitating headache and I'm considering mega super head explode spells
please don't factcheck this post I'm havign a. headache
I'm not saying I'm gonna drill holes in my head all I'm saying is I kinda get why medieval people with chronic headaches did all of that
weakest link #ffxiv
the only criticism i want on my fanfic is that it ain't freaky enough. not self indulgent enough. if its not enabling me to sink ever deeper then what the hell is it even for
Haurchefant.
#haurchefant #joyeart
w. why were my fic posts deleted. hello? whhere did they gooooooo
HEHE THANK YOU IM SWIMMING IN DA SOUP
i'm also mildly obsessed with this idea that thancred himself flip-flops between self-hate but also 'im the only person who takes this serious enough none of the others give even REMOTELY of a fuck like i do' and i think it permanently sours his relationships with many scions in shb. esp seike. 🥰
i think seike would much rather the exarch be the villain so she can scream and yell and take it all out on him, but hes not. its thancred hurting her, and its so much harder to go there. he was one of her closest people and bam! 5 years pass for him and hes... changed. weeei
him making decisions for seike as a way to try and hold onto control. a desperate attempt to fulfill minfilias dream but in the process wielding seike as a tool. mmmmmmm yum
exarch & seike have many issues but he tries for honesty within the bounds of his mission, methinks, and she hateloves it
happy 14th anniversary to all who observe
for whom weeps the storm #ffxiv #wol #shadowbringers #rinzuart
THABK U RIN ❤️❤️🥹
thank you I love making her suffer🥹❤️
Temporarily breaking out of my haze of depression to doodle NezRianger and finish a comm.
I haven't done traditional in a while...
I offer to you this overworked Office Thancred in these trying times...may he nourish your soul 😌👐🧑💼
#ffxivart #thancredwaters
Exarch
I mean I made it up in my canon but it makes so much sense to me with Thancred feeling trapped and helpless and angry and just finding for ANY sort of excuse and then a man leers at Ryne and there it iiiiiis. he says it's for her but really I think it stopped being about her after the first punch
also speaking of violence im PRETTY sure i have some form of misophonia and my coworkers are the worst eaters I've met in my life. im gonna crash out in this break room
seikecred parallels in that as much as they dont want it to be violence is one of the languages they both speak best 🥰
seikecred parallels in that he beats a man to death in front of ryne in shb for breathing funny around them and she beats a man to almost death in front of alphinaud for saying shit about haurchefant post his passing
been fucking around with drawing some while life has been pummeling me. enjoy young seike awakening her echo mid cartenau battles and NOT enjoying it. cartenau is also where she got the scar over her eye woooooo
Estinien ambushed by red gremlins
#ffxiv
#fearnexiv | #arina | #wolcred
bite the hand that bleeds you
( cw blood )
#fearnexiv | #arina
