inside my mind

are you healed or just distracted?

what if i just ff life?

guess who’s in the ER

im tired

what if i just gave up what if ive had enough what if i dont want to do this anymore what if i just disappeared

it’s usually the loneliest that shine the most

what do you dream of

I wonder what you think of as you drift to sleep.

some times i wish i wasn’t so sensitive.

this at least tells me im not completely lost

i wish someone would notice that im fading

some wounds never heal— they just stop bleeding

im not sure what’s worse— feeling everything or feeling nothing at all

i disappear in crowds, in conversations, in my mind

i have a whole universe inside of me, and it’s mostly dark matter

i’m just tired

i cry because i’m loved

why does healing hurt so much

some times i just give up

i feel numb

empty bottles, full mind

happy valentine’s day i guess

what if i use the mirror method?

maybe i love them more.. i guess i’ll live with that.

what if i’m the only one that cares?

sometimes i overthink overthinking

what if i’ve finally had enough?

would it be petty if i muted oomf’s stories on ig because they keep reposting my ex friend’s stories

“everything is okay, everything will get better”
(𝘴𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘻𝘦 — agust d)

please rescue me, my amygdala