I lost an already accepted job offer to a credit check that had them lose confidence in me. What hope do I have
I already have to file chapter 11 in my 20s, without ever financing a thing, getting a credit card or a loan
Because this debt sell off into collections ruined my future, bc I’m unemployed and looking for work w/ chronic care conditions
I can’t stay alive unless I do this? So I just have to
I’m over myself.
really hurt to spend my remaining money, to get told to come back another day, & that I can trust that itll still count as a front deposit to attend the appointment,
and not go into my remainder & rebilled for my next visit
what is credit and SSN good for
I wish I could fix what’s wrong. I wish I wasn’t another example of someone suffering in this systemic struggle.
I wish I had answers. I have so much in me, but the opportunities are behind lock and key. I have no choice but to starve, even, due to my vital dependency to access care
I have 2 shirts 1 pair of pants 1 pair of shoes, this phone. Everything else to my name is a donation or a compassionate opportunity, even my housing.
I am a ghost, trying to access care, and find a right, find belonging, to exist, to get and keep a job, to have any permanence.
I cannot articulate, there are no words for how much of a travesty this is. No. Just no. This isn’t okay.
I’ve sacrificed My credit, my future, my life, my everything, my belongings even.
I’ve given everything and it’s not enough, to access healthcare, and the system still wants MORE
It’s a shitstorm. It really takes the piss. I’m mad. I am mad about this. I have been here, trying to get on Medicaid for 8 months. I hate this. This is terrible
Jesus. doctors not in due to an operation complication
They’re holding the deposit until my rescheduled visit
that was for my PCP appointment tmrw, for discontinuing HRT to inability to afford meds
My Medicaid application has once again rejected my documents for state residency
I’ve spent my food money, to my last dollar. 150 deposit down. If anyone can help, anything is appreciated, even a little for food
neurologist appointment tomorrow to discuss the continuation of my care
anything helps. I've been pinching pennies to make these appointments, and I'm still going under in debt quite a bit while waiting on Medicaid and unemployed
150 deposit on my appointment ugh. I need help
Neurologists today
PCP tomorrow
It is tough
I love yall
neurologist appointment tomorrow to discuss the continuation of my care
anything helps. I've been pinching pennies to make these appointments, and I'm still going under in debt quite a bit while waiting on Medicaid and unemployed
I have $1.7k in medical debt that I'm trying to pay off..
the amount I put down on this place is considered front rent after discussions.
It is not long-term and I must plan another move by May as of now.
I am on my 6th medicaid appeal, unemployed, and living on a very thin line. I need help
It’s validly unfair… I don’t really know
This state is still the south, I still can’t get Medicaid, struggle w qualifying as a resident, struggling to access the right resources and care despite pleading. At the hands of negligence, and it really shows 😢
I feel unsure in having to discontinue E 😢
Maybe in the future I can continue this journey
Social pressures, financial struggles, future insecurity, and lack of medical insurance have me hard pressed to figure out a way I can keep it long term at this moment
Rough week
Might be a 6th ED trip this year over glass being stuck in me since this move here
particularly this is /not/ for a role in any financial sector
and I got a similar one for Walgreens Call center position that retracted my job offer due to this
idk!! fuck!!
I think, I'll never be able to get a job if credit checking is becoming a common requirement??
here we go again with this credit BS. tf can I do to a 400 credit score that's constantly going down while I'm unemployed and drowned under medical debt selloff
Friend shape
for sure
💕💕
Painterly commission
Need some love today after waking to bad news :(
DST dump shit Time
It’s awful that every time I get any form of physical affection, it rebounds my week into PTSD, feeling of being damaged goods and unlovable
Srry for venting and crashing out
I need to take a week and pull my head up.
My neurochemical balance is on “I’m not loved” and “I’ve lost what made me lovable through struggle, loss, and erasure” which I can logically argue against
but emotionally it presides over my stupid ass feeling so over
Idk if I miss my dog, the past, where I was, all of it
This one way trip has been a lonely pain riddled journey. No solace from the abuses; no way to clean my body of what happened.
I was sullied; and I’ve been made to be alone and suffer
My life empty, while the monsters grow fuller
I need family, I need someone.
