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I have a Neuroligists appointment on the 4th, its a 60 mile round-trip that I can only feasibly Uber

I am due to pay $300 for this appointment, and $100 for the rides

Any help goes a long way

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it'd be cool if I was even able to validate as a resident of the state; but my sublet situation and the strict stipulations have been a game of keepaway

moving cost me double, if not triple what it'd cost avg ppl.
my medical integration while uninsured, & chronic conditions management, where I can't lapse my vital medication.

life is a Buy in, on top of the BUY in that it is for normal healthy non medical access dependent folk. double jeopardy

ahhh i blame the full moon but yeah, dread , this stupid body, and really, being stuck here without a way forward

life is challenging, like, can i live?
other places manage to do a bare minimum for welfare for their most vulnerable populations

insurance would be cool, if I could afford to stop going to the doctors, buying my meds, if I didn't need to eat, or clothe myself, or manage my pain

I got my wisdom teeth out but everything else about coming to this state was a mistake

I wish my family was THERE, not twisting a knife in my back after a lifetime of abuse. I want to be stable, on my feet, so these dreams of love, and life, were more than dreams. all I can do is barely subsist

neurologist appointment I cant afford transit to/from, that I can't afford the appointment for, that I cant afford the treatments they want me on, that I just cant fucking afford to live, and my sublet is out in May, and what am I to do?

jesus christ it sucks it really fucking sucks

my credit is ruined, I require surgeries and physical therapy, I require costly medications each month, I live w/o family, displaced, without material life, jobless and hunting for months, I still press on, but all I can do is buy time in my body, and barely keep a roof over my head

I want to quit medical bullshit, for how fucked it is, how I cant afford it, how I can't keep housed, how it ties me down.

but that means I starve to death in my body and waste away rapidly within a few months time. There is no winning in this society, without a job, without public aid 🙃

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paying in $2k for the next month, largest independent contributor out of 5 others.

keeps me off streets & avoiding fatal pneumonia from SCI-IDS. It is a rough moment

gonna drain my bank, leaving little for the neurologists, & needs, or the next months rent

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I have $1.7k in medical debt that I'm trying to pay off..

the amount I put down on this place is considered front rent after discussions.
It is not long-term and I must plan another move by May as of now.

I am on my 6th medicaid appeal, unemployed, and living on a very thin line. I need help

who knew march would start with me being completely fucked with a vital neurologist apt I cant afford to go to like, do I hit a dead end in my medical security

"You could have all these things the whole time!"

one after another, their favorite line, "you always could have had help but we need to motivate you to be 'right'"

when I pleaded, begged. no, it was never there. I was never enough, I was abandoned

I wish life wasn't like this. my family failed me.

if I read the bible, went to church, buzzed my hair, got conversion therapy; caved to their whims and wishes.

I would have had support in wisdom teeth, education, physical access, health, and privileges.

but I was punished

my credit is 540 now, w/o ever landing my feet, from delinquent sell off

I cannot buy clothing, I only own 1 pair of jeans, and 5 shirts with holes in them

I cannot afford needs, I am due to move without means, I have no family to help, I have no job, or insurance. I'm lacking privileges still

Oh I can dream about what life would be like if I could drive

The struggle of intense hair dysphoria; being broker than broke using old razors

6 roommates sharing a bathroom, and having a pancreatic illness that causes me stark mood shifts and stomach upset episodes 😭

Full moon go away!! U always be fuckin my shit up double time on this

Why did I start life impoverished bearing the burden of my parents sins into adulthood

to be sent straight back to hell as an adult in health, barely making my way to see life lived

Almost entirely the rich, manufactured disparities pitfalls, charlatans ruling the good faith believing religious

Depression really be getting my ass

I don’t feel like I’m using my time right if I’m not succeeding in unfucking my life

I’ve banked it on getting a job, which hasn’t been happening, for half a year

how else does one generate the money necessary to live lol. I don’t own possessions to sell off

Like ough full moon PMS vibes

I had a good night but it explains the odd week

When that moon passes we are so back

Why does the full moon and my hormone cycle align with the blues lol

After reviewing your resume we have determined you are qualified to no longer be considered for this role

I need someone with a car to like, help me get my shit done that’s taken months, in a few days

I think maybe they should make the onion less bullshit to digest by investing the radish

Eating food
Read onion powder ingredient
Oh boy
Impending doom here we come

They bribed the valve mods with free Minecraft coins

There were nights, with people, and games. Chats, memories, and dreams to share. Life wasn’t work, fear, isolation, displacement, loss of belongings, that sense of identity.

There was a lot of hope, a lot of love and kinship. That space is vacant, I want it back

Feels like a huge chunk of my life is missing

Tn I’m yearning for what’s gone. I miss bonding online, playing games, taking care of my dog, and life feeling closer, than far

I need a hug, and a movie, or something 😢