📖🧿c.o. lopez! (he/xe/it)🧿📖

my debut novel dropping next year, 'sons of god', is a queer retelling of the fall of lucifer. there's fruity angels, body horror, and transgender allegories running through its veins. horrible bad things happen.
look for it on 9/29/2026! check out my websire for CWs :))
co-lopez.com/sons-of-god

a bowl of spamsilog with two fried eggs and a big square piece of spam on top of rice

big bowl of spamsilog to celebrate :9

hey :)) i have some publishing news for y'all this month :)))))) you should read about it
co-lopez.com/blog/septemb...

i actually don't know what you mean with that second part

so like i hate genAI with a passion but the whole 'clankers' trend and whatever other words people have come up with feels fucking vile to more people than me right. right???

same here! that's why my pen name is so distinctly different from both my legal and chosen names

sure thing! i guess the only issue that could possibly come up is if you did something goofy and used...a really famous author's name/pen name but obvs i doubt that's what you're wanting to do

i mean i just started using mine. afaik there's no need to register it with anything. when i said i was c.o. lopez, i just...was. because it's my pen name

soooo new paradise lost album came out yesterday 👀👉🏽👈🏽 what's everyone think. i for one have been frothing at the mouth (positive)

i've gotten all of these :))

a poorly drawn brown-skinned angel wearing a red kilt. the angel's head is one large floating eye and it has four white wings floating around it

new pfp until i either commission a cool one or draw a slightly less cool one

whenever i write all of the transgender allegory stuff in sons of god (hit 20,000+ words today! btw!!!) my brain is basically rubbing its hands together like a fly. lucifer is literally soooo transgender did you know that

got my website up a bit ago! not much right now, but hopefully soon......
co-lopez.com

hello! got instagram recently :)) you can follow me there if you want
www.instagram.com/nekrotikon_?...

i recently decided to start doing a monthly update thing on tumblr, at least until i get my website up and running so i can make blog posts there. i'll still post links to it on tumblr, tho...in the meantime, here's july's!
www.tumblr.com/nekrotikon/7...

now 15,915 :')

lucifer is very much supposed to come across as a masking autistic+psychotic person! he originally starts off as very kind and loving, altruistic even, then gradually deteriorates over time from how much is expected of him and how he has to be strong for everyone else but has no one to turn to

i've officially reached 10,000+ words with sons of god.....sometimes i forget i'm actually making progress tbh. but i am!!!

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'shrines' by paradise lost is like The closing credits song in my head for sons of god...it also happens to be one of my favorite songs ever
youtu.be/gD1lF-Irhss?...

is there some kind of thing i can put in my writing along the lines of 'don't use this for AI garbage' (in more formal words ofc)

NEVER KILL YOURSELF NEW PARADISE LOST ALBUM IN SEPTEMBER

okay i just want to say that every time y'all cross my feed i think of this post and it always reassures me. i'm a queer person that constantly has to walk on eggshells and something that's super important to me is knowing the bands i listen to aren't people who would actively hate me. rock on 🖤🤘🏼

am intrigued 👀

hey so like...i'm on here practically never anymore! funny how that works
*but* somewhere i am on a lot is tumblr (nekrotikon)! i'm not deleting my bluesky account, but i figure it'll become more of a backburner type of thing. i probably won't be on here much til i have some real promo to do

The last machine on earth and the last human who ascended to godhood

well everyone's nonhuman (angels + God) but i am obsessed with the idea of raphael having a bunny friend in eden that he names daisy

"God is a passive fool who refuses to lift a finger—a coward who cannot face consequences for His actions!" The breath Lucifer drew in throught gritted teeth tasted of sulfur, the hatred he felt making his veins burn and his blood rush. "He does nothing, and I have done everything. What kind of god is He?"

Digging his nails into his skin, Lucifer felt quite suddenly disgusted with his flesh and all of its heaviness, wanted to peel the skin from it and then the flesh from his bones. This was the body the Lord had molded for him with tender hands, and he hated it—wanted to take a chisel and hammer to it—wanted to devour it to remake it.

Lucifer had seen the infinite forms and faces of God, had seen his face and all of the other angels' there. But the Lord deserved nothing of the sort, least of all from Lucifer; the old angel would wrench off the head of God that had his face and would tear off his own just so they would not look like each other. So Lucifer could be something more than an adjunct of his uncaring, distant Father.

have some fun snippets :)) this first set is called 'lucifer and his daddy issues'

despazito Follow Feb 15, 2024 • Finally got a clear shot of noono carrying her spring, it's her favourite toy [a black cat with big green eyes holding a yellow spring]

i brought you this from tumblr bc i think everyone deserves to see noonoo and her spring

A poorly done finger drawing on a white background of a face wearing oval-lensed glasses. Its expression is neutral, and it has a slight mustache. Its hair is fairly flat, but poofs out and swoops up dramatically at the bottom.

starting to take care of my hair halfway properly is really funny because the waves are starting to show but also it's about shoulder length so i just look like this