SnowKght

I'm going to give myself everything I deserve.

#Notmyart

youtu.be/ymiOik-OaYU?...
I broke into a million pieces and I can't go back
But now I'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass
The scars are part of me
Darkness & Harmony
My voice without the lies
This is What it Sounds likeeee~

Danger! Red! Zone! 🚨
I've never had troubles waking up .. past weeks it's been concerning.. my sleep patterns.. and not hearing my alarm. I shouldn't go to sleep! No.. shud I? Ahhheehhhh~ 😩🫩 I'll try it.. risky..

type sleep.. a lady had to wake me up to clock in for the last shift I was on.. I slept through the alarms/turned them off/didn't go off idk.. glad she knew .. wound up like 8 minutes late. I'm really scared to fall asleep rn.. I can't afford to be late .. literally cud be fired if I max out my upt

Bruh I wish I had... I keep looking at this buffet next to some shops I visit n' it keeps reminding me of the one with unlimited crab legs I went to in my previous town🤤 it's a hate love relationship when I look at a buffet rn it's a hate love 😫

The weird earn to have a pfp isn't comforting

Just realized my phone made the recordings I took today sound like we were underwater the entire time... gotta get phone checked up😅 it's time😔

I'm really tired of holding back the fact I wanna be seen.. held .. yet I'm so scared of attachment .. I just want something casual cause I don't want to be hurt anymore .. I don't want to feel that way all the ways I've been

with my ex I felt this way too.. even out with my mother.. so maybe it's just a deep rooted thing..

Idk wat I want.. I'm fighting bck tears n' I don't even know y I'm doing that..

.. making plans.. them falling through.. more plans or just ditched.. I realized.. the fastest way to break my heart is to just forget about me.. .. I'm gud with normal ghosting online but when it comes to dating apps & ppl I've met up with.. it hurts.. it hurts a lot.. I mean .. there were times wi

..I play the act of it's okay I get u're busy .. well..it's not an act.. I'm trying to be understanding but I just .. I cudn't do it anymore.. I'm happy to know the reason y I was ghosted[me being able to ask n' not letting it just be ya know.. figuring out y] .. feeling ignored tho .. is so awful

*hugs*

Frfr 😂

Through the crap decisions made no matter how small make for the happy life we desire. How slow it takes sucks but being the love u desire makes up for the wait. You can find it & You can be it.

😂 next time📸

I don't blame you.. I had a burger then a bowl of spaghetti.. worth it

I'm sure u will.. don't count urself out yet 🙁🙃🙂

Really was a good one in the books☺️

Currently sitting with wayyyyyy more fried pickles than expected & a drink🍹

Spent the day on a walk through nature near my home .. unexpectedly found I way into the stream .. left with soaked shoes😂 then got up n' changed for a last minute Pedi & Mani... The highlight of this b-day was the walk☺️

Heading home🍵

Today has felt gud at work.. I can't tell u if it was the sleep I took[cause I still don't think I've had enough] or the moment when I heard the joke of the day & have been giggling at my answer all shift 😂🤭 .. idk I can't help but smile .. ☺️

You know wat was weird yest as I was eating in the cafeteria I heard this guy at a table in front of me say along the lines of "she has white hair & green eyes" bruh I cannot tell u the immediate pause I made when my ears picked up on that lol so weird

PTO - also accumulate each shift. I currently used the last 27mins I had on today. The rest will be taken from my UPT.

My job works like this
We have:
UPT - unpaid time off we accumulate each shift. If it goes into the negative we are immediately fired. I currently am stable.
VET - shifts that pop up in the app that we may pick up if we so choose.
VTO - shifts we can take off when they don't need many ppl to come in

I'm making excuses.. and I don't think I'll go in.. whatever the feeling is maybe there's a reason. I did pick up an extra shift to balance out missing today.. I'll be gud but I can't help but worry.

Tell me why this feeling inside me is saying to go to work but there's a soft scream saying don't get up.. idky .. it doesn't feel gud to miss today .. Uber's very high today .. ugh

I jus wanna lay down and erase my memory of even having work.. zone off to sleep 💤 blissfully unaware.

Thankk you! idk when I'll post again

a man and a woman are touching each other 's foreheads in a room . ALT: a man and a woman are touching each other 's foreheads in a room .

Not really sure if I wanna come back here just 👀 popping in 🍾