miqo'te butt scratchies

and i literally *just* started to heal through that trauma. now it's back. can i charge her for years of therapy i'm going to need now? cause i can't work, can't sleep, can't distract myself cause i need to work nonstop to recover financially. just. no room for even the quickest breather rn.

everyone telling me to not take it personally just aren't forced to see/read her bullshit first.
i have PTSD(diagnosed) basically from people throughout my life accusing me of something i didn't do and treating me like a child/refusing to listen to me defending myself. im literally reliving this rn

i guess what makes me anxious the most is the fact that out of everyone who could do it(peebs or my sis as our guarantor), talking w her was entirely on me all these years. on the most OCD/GAD/SAD person. and all the messages she sends rn feel like personal attack on me. personal claims against *me*

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10%,, PC ordered, but bills and taxes not covered and still need a chair to replace my moldy back killer (+ potential ex-landlord's claims)
can't take any more comms, my existing queue is already way too much so just going to leave the link here and pray for a miracle 🥲
ko-fi.com/hungryghost/...

the duality of a woman

tfw adhd pills cause OPPOSITE affect making you even more fussy and hyperactive and causing strong brain fog
scared the shit out of myself AND my psych(lowkey). time for more appointments and expensive prescriptions 🥲
my brain is a joke. a bad joke, too.

i'd not give a fuck if i wasnt taking 4 pills a day. skipping a day is legit scary 🙈

guess who’s an idiot and forgot to check how many antidepressant pills they have left before paying for extending only their adhd pills prescription, so they had to pay a second time because they’d run out of antidepressants in two days 🤪

i really wanna stop being so pathetic..
but then im just offering my hard work so i can.. keep offering my hard work??
my setup is actively dying which makes it way harder to work on my backlog while still needing new comms cause i'm only halfway to replacing it
patreon.com/posts/150220201

have i ever posted these custom coasters I ordered from Ali as a housewarming gift for me and hubby?
ft. Ren and Jesse
it was very difficult not to spoil the gift to him, but he laughed SO hard when they arrived and absolutely loved them so im very proud lol

if you need some context - this is the only thing you need to know about that xenophobic loser. and it's lowkey the 'tamest' of all his bullshit
(our main street had like 20 of his "portugal for portuguese" posters before the hurricane blew them all to hell)

thank fucking GOD that at least 3,5 million Portuguese turned out to have basic common sense

*loud immigrant sigh of relief*

i really want to win the fanfest lottery, but with our current expenses/urgent need to replace my work/only income devices i am also not looking forward to paying 500eur in one go(half of my tablet goal??)
terrible feeling that I'll have to borrow from friends/family for the first time in my life🥲

Oh. Apparently I never posted the updated link for our OC lore slides here??
bit.ly/OClore101
Some info is slightly outdated and I need to revisit and edit it at some point, but it's a good starting point to get the basics.
Also hungryghost.straw.page if you want me to yap about them even more~

some other gel manis she did for me over the last two years cause ahhhhhh she's amazing (design initiative/ideas are always mine, but she's amazing at executing them exactly the way i imagine)

Yes I'm urgently saving for a PC, but that good friend of ours whom we helped recover from the hurricane last saturday was out of work for over a week due to that painfully long power outage (their area got hit the worst) and since she's also our beloved nail technician..
behold, my coffee clawsies

🥲🤞🤞🤞

I'm about two big illusts away from reaching my savings goal and finally replacing my PC/tablet, sooo

if anyone's interested, an illustration like this starts from 650€ depending on the complexity of your request(+nsfw)

apply forms.gle/1vJCZFwVDW52... or DM to discuss.
priority for regular clients

y’all, look at my dad’s pupper! it’s his 6th birthday today!!! 🎉

opening more PWYW sketch commissions/waitlist until March
maybe these will be easier to work through compared to big comms and still help me save the amount I need
apply here - forms.gle/bjWigZj4iyD2uBER8

you can also sponsor my personal art/tip - ko-fi.com/c/e8dc7b9d31

RTs are appreciated 💕

this is not about the US, but is easily applied to the US too.

the interpreter who married us two months ago and lives near the friends who's going to visit us tomorrow asked to help find them for us to check if they're okay. just because! people driving through the whole region to check on folks because someone random asked them. when stupid govt does nothing

random people in local chat offering to drive us out for groceries when all the stores around us are closed.
us offering our friends from an area still in blackout to come shower and wash their clothes at our place and have a coffee and a warm meal together. like, idk, its just so nice to be kind.

man it feels so nice and uplifting to help your neighbors and community. to just do the bare minimum. offer your shower, offer to help them cook food or get shelter or watch their kids/pets while they're busy helping someone as well. knowing they'll always help you too. why can't everyone do that..

HI IM ALIVE IF YOU HEARD ABOUT A TERRIBLE HURRICANE IN THE CENTER OF PORTUGAL YESTERDAY - OUR PLACE WAS CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF IT. SHIT WAS SCARY AND WE DIDN'T HAVE ELECTRICITY OR MOBILE CONNECTION (STILL DONT HAVE WATER xx) UNTIL JUST NOW
BUT IM SAFE
WILL GET BACK TO WORK ASAP

our area 🫠
pics from yesterday

lol, "we're looking to pay 20-30 eur per illustration"🤣🤣🤣
thank god my quick drafts for her turned out to be not suitable for teaching middle-aged women 🫠

anyways, i'm looking for this amount in comms(tips?) before april
you wanna be my new or returning client sooooo bad ✋🌀🤚

where are my three big custom comms around 1k each when i need them..
maybe someone wants a light party comm or smthn like that? with 2-ish months turnaround? or a colored threesome sketchpage..?
if i can build a pc quickly i'll be able to draw pretty big and detailed multiple char illusts🤔

(her name translates to english as a bun/small bread loaf/small pastry, but if just transliterated - it's Bulka (pronounced like Boolka)

she's 30% whiskers and 70% silly