Bepo

Messages like these mess with my mental a lot

I prefer if viewers didn’t lie

What's terrible about ISP in my area is that there are zero good options

I just wish I can live with good internet one time in my life, but unless if I move, it's not happening.

dedicating all your time after work into a hobby just for your ISP to constantly throttle you is very depressing

I'm really the most grumpy whenever my internet doesn't work. Going 8888 is nothing in comparison.

DMs like these bother me especially after I do a very long stream.

I just prefer if they watch their favorite streamer instead of sending messages like these.

Please don’t send me apology DM’s. Just show up if you want to.

A big weakness of me as a streamer and something I’m still learning day-by-day is to never expect people to come around.

My closest friends don’t watch my streams. I get a bit envious/upset when I always see them elsewhere.

I think it’s ok to be sad, but it’s not their problem. Just mine.

Disclaimer: my intention with my Bluesky moving forward is to just share my thoughts as a personal diary.

It’s stuff I would not post on my Twitter. With that being said, some of my posts on Bluesky may come off as more venting.

this is kinda bad
but i think a big part of my mental health correlates with how good TFT is

TFT is very good right now so my mental health is very high

LOL

Even if there is a bad patch/meta

This set has exceeded my expectations. I’m so happy to play TFT past few days

I hope the unlock mechanic remains a part of the game moving forward. This is amazing.

On the note of gambling, it’s crazy how top TFT streamers would talk about their basketball gambling ventures so casually

They’re not directly promoting it, but I wish it’s something they keep to themselves more. You can influence your viewers

Gambling has been around for centuries and been normalized in sports ads as you watch. Is it ethical to promote it? Absolutely not.

The fact that AI has been used to optimized TFT for years is a shitty argument. It’s something that I wish more players would speak out against.

being morally consistent against AI in things I find impractical or inhumane is something I’ll stand for.

Letting AI play TFT for you is something I’m pretty shocked to see smart high level players support. I think players lack ethics and are too focus on “wow this is a cool tool!”

Wrote eff you on Twitter before my flight this morning and checked it later and it has 100k impressions

Bepo’s negative side is super popular woo

I'm pretty happy to cultivate a friend group/community that has a very low kick rate.

I hear stories about other study groups/TFT circles making harsh cuts and leaving former members out in the dry. Nothing wrong with friends wanting to keep their core identity. But we avoid kicking if possible.

I'm beating a dead horse

But the entire dev learnings was just so frustrating to read. Set 16 is gonna be great and I don't expect 17 or 18 to be perfect, but I really don't want something like Set 15 to happen ever again.

I'm reading the Dev Learnings and it's just frustrating. There was a patch where they buffed Trickster to be picked at Stage 3 (originally it was only Stage 2) and they end up just removing it.

If they already knew how frustrating this power-up is, it made no sense to buff it at all.

There's someone who failed to hit Challenger in TFT and blamed/started hating on women.

correction: 15.7b
xdd

I took a 2 week break from TFT and even before that I only played like 1 game a day.

Patch 14.7b is pretty good. It's the best patch of the set. I think the game feels good when you can hit your fruits and you have a lot of options.

Regionals should be fun to watch.

also egg feels SO WEAK this set

you're killing your for-fun/1st-or-8th audience when your cashout trait and egg is abysmal

It’s funny how pocky denounced people doing this months ago

Yet we have more people than ever hiding these bugged interactions.

I don’t blame them because it’s riot’s job to fix the bugs.

Crystal Gambit has to be one of the weakest cashout traits ever

The amount of time I only get gold is so crazy
you need items/resources to compete with people who highroll their powerups.

A weak cashout trait = a very boring TFT

If you're a competitive player, you're SUPPOSED to keep up and stay ahead with all of the changes

If you're casual, it can be quite frustrating having set-in-stone strategies that you simply can't use anymore.

I think pandora's III is fine to keep with slammin because you're just gambling on your radiant item

Pandora's I and II should be mutually exclusive from slammin IMO

I think TFT becomes a completely unfun game where I have to spend more time studying than playing in order to get better

In some of my recent games, I was suppose to know that Fusion Dance got removed and Efficient got removed on Braum

I legit went 5th in two games because I did not know this info

Not trying to beat a dead horse nor repeat what others have said. But I think my playstyle along side with the playstyle of Master-GM Asian servers consist of high risk losestreak.

This style of gameplay is simply not fun with fruits. You either miss or get beat by someone who hit harder.

I think you should always give it a patch or two before jumping to conclusions about a set. I see some people judging sets by PBE

5 patches in, I think Set 15 is unfortunately a miss. On twitter I expressed my disappointment during 15.2/15.3. I took 15.4 easy, but it really isn't vibing during 15.5

I’m gonna fail to hit twitch partner this cycle. Got the requirements in July but took a hit in August.

No excuses, I am bummed out but I’ll keep grinding the streams

If you cheated in the BoxBox Bootcamp in the past, you should not be allowed back in again.

BoxBox and his helpers can pick whoever they want but with money on the line, it hurts the spirit of competition.

It also sucks this person defaulted to drama content after failing to receive prize money.

channel grew a lot thanks to the AMP guide and me streaming during Set 14 offseason.

Gonna have to work extra hard in August since my numbers took a dip during PBE season (not streaming everyday, adjusting to new job)