Yes please
I wish I was him
I love big cat
Should I say their names? Nah, it doesn't matter
My point is that I'm tired of trying to survive, and having someone come along and mess with me and ruin my life even more isn't worth it of my attention of friendship
I prefer to have friends who make me feel loved, not ignored
Make friends
Those friends fight each other
Boths of them forget about you and you unfriend them
"Why you unfriend me? You are my friend"
"Don't attempt to reconnect with me. Ever."
You see the messages, you don't hate them. You just want to be with the people who love you
Es hermosa
Her break is over, and it is time to grow back for work!~
Let's make her job a tad more easier with as many likes and reposts possible, shall we? (donations are optional, they'll just make the proccess faster)
#Growthdrive #MacroMarch
If I have any pending messages, please write to me anyway; I'd be happy to hear from you again but be careful
Many times I don't answer because I don't know what to say and I prefer not to bother you with an answer you might not like
But here I am, door open
If you're a friend and you're reading this, I'm not okay. I want to cry, throw up, and pretend to keep smiling so you don't worry, but little by little I'm pulling away so I don't hurt you.
If you want to talk to me, go ahead; if not, don't. But enjoy your life, and don't cause any trouble.
Every day I hear...
Gossip about some people, dramas about others, discrimination and excessive hatred
And then
There is me
That I don't wanna be involved because I have my own problem to worry about X or Y problems
Nobody knows or care about to ask how I'm doing honestly...
These days have been filled with drama, new friendships, fewer friendships, morality, religion, and D
I'm completely burned out trying to be there for everyone else, forgetting that I also need to be there for myself
And when I am, I only think about horrible things.
That is cool uwu
I took the time to prioritize some things like food in case of emergency, even though attacks don't usually happen where I live; however, my friends haven't been so lucky
Everyone is going through a lot rn and I don't feel like talking about it. I just want peace
I know some people have wondered, and others perhaps haven't.
The leader of the Mencho cartel was killed, and this triggered a series of blows across the country
My family and I are fine. A perimeter has been established around the city, there are military forces patrolling the streets
Don't you enjoy when your friend grows insanely massive and munches a chunk of city like a cookie?...
Tarisha sure does!~
🎨: Commission for my good friend @/TheArmie on Twitter
Due to hidden fees, if I get $80 dollars from paypal, I ended up with $64 instead. So that why if I want to actually gain profit I have to set prices 20% higher, whereas with Wise it's transparent and more secure; the commission is so small I don't even notice it
wise.com
Hi, I'm Blackcat ✨
I'm a freelancer artist that likes to draw silly macro micro art
I'm really good at draw perspective and good paws
Always SFW but I can draw suggestive art
I can do
Sweat/Musk/Dirt alts extra cost
DM open, Discord and Telegram as BlackCat117
I'm working in a new commission sheet
Last one was meh
I hate talking about economics, but prices for everything have gone up and the dollar is losing value, so I have to list prices that seem to have gone up but are actually the same price but different exchange 💱
Vent
I running out of money
My commissions are not going well
I want to give up
I don't feel like anyone wants to see my art and that I should stop trying...
Why should I keep trying, can't never do enough and nobody cares...
Sometimes I wish to disappear
I love her
Comm for saffronspice in FA💝
Go outside and connect with nature 🏕️🏞️
I think Blackcat was one with the grass, until one giant squirrel step on him😳
Now Saffron may or may not have noticed his little yoga partner between his toes, poor (lucky) Blackcat🐱🐾🐿️
Watch out with your more distracted teammates in Helldivers, in special your micro ones
Commission for Gabetrim 💙
Trying to get his attention... I get paralyzed by his huge paw and I can't get out of the way...
I hope he notices me 🐾
Commission for @natfox.bsky.social 🥼🧪
Trying to get his attention @coffeezach.bsky.social and I we got mistaken by ant... 🔬
And you know, in a lab that's not good...
Nat is ready to get rid of the pest quickly 🐾
I need this
That is evil sexy meow
I'm already calling a technician, but here's my diagnosis (I know about computers too): Fried motherboard
I don't have the money to change it, and yet I have another commission pending that I was working on last night
I don't know what I'll do for now, I'm just trying to stay calm...
My PC dies
My name is Blackcat for a reason
I'm unfortunate
I knew something bad was going to happen, but I never know what it is. When everything is going well, when I try to be happy... something always happens to remind me how miserable I am.
Timelapse
And my Ko-fi, I'm hungry
ko-fi.com/blackcat117
Commission for @natfox.bsky.social 🥼🧪
Trying to get his attention @coffeezach.bsky.social and I we got mistaken by ant... 🔬
And you know, in a lab that's not good...
Nat is ready to get rid of the pest quickly 🐾
