N✪STREM

It's aggravating 'cause it's always for no reason. I'm just prone to self induced misery, I suppose

I'm still feeling rough in the brain like every decision or action I make comes with the worry that I'm doing something wrong and ready to freak out over it, but I know it always passes eventually and it just comes down to persevering. For now I'm just trying to keep busy and focus on art through it

let's drink poison swamp together

I play oldschool a lot, mostly ironman stuff <3

Atlas, my Oshawott, looking to the viewer, holding a chainsaw while saying "I have the power of friendship and this chainsaw someone left lying around on my side!"

Her eyes innocent, her paws soft, but gods forbid you find her with a chainsaw!

Heccin amazing gift of Atlas from @nostrem.bsky.social <3

You're always a sweetheart, thank you <3

Oh I'm actually very big into the horror genre hahah, though Look Outside also has a lot of wholesomeness to counterbalance the gruesomeness as well ❤️

God I could listen to Look Outside's soundtrack all day honestly... 2.1 update really put out some bangers

I never thought electabuzz would be such a hit ❤️

Ohhh my goodness, his first gift art hahah ❤️

An electabuzz squishing a braixen's face between its paws

Your paws go squiiiiiiish!~

I'm not, but I hopefully will ❤️ thank you

Thank you for caring about me

I am often surprised by how kind people on this site are toward me. I admittedly have no idea why anyone would give me the time of day unless there's an ulterior motive for it, but it's a relief that I get to be proven wrong so much

I've been stuck in a pretty bad headspace for a while that finally boiled over despite my best efforts to keep a lid on it. While I've sort of fallen into full avoidance and poured myself into distractions, everyone's nice comments on my stuff today has made the anxiety a little easier, so thank you

Unfortunately it's hard coded into my psyche that I'm always doing something wrong hahah 💦

Vergil is so cute for real..

Then I shall be the dog that hugs back 😌

Lots of messy sketches today, sorry if the spam has been annoying hahah

Also bigger body means being a bigger menace to my pals (ft. @thegreyfox.bsky.social)

Also just a small reminder but my discord and bsky DMs are closed for now and I'm not really feeling up for accepting chat requests. Been having some wicked social anxiety lately

Redesigning my sona today has been like this

cursed shit

I can't stuff my face in paws without my glasses

Don't worry even with an alt sona I'm still the same old weirdo as before

Eheheh thank you very much <33

Well, Smeargle can learn Transform too hahah ❤️

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Okay yeah I dig it, I'm gonna tidy it up and make a ref sheet I think