J.d

Interesting certain rhythm game players really are their own worst enemy and everyone else sometimes the biggest bullies and hypocrites.

Ever since I have gone back to the gym my urge for ddr/piu/smx has calmed down a bit. Though I do miss playing as much as I could I’m glad I was able to finally get my head out of that dark place that relied on those games so much.

My mind keeps going hopefully one day I’ll be able to rest and relax it. But I guess I can die trying.

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One more time

One thing I will always try to grasp and understand is how people know other humans have issues and instead of just leaving them alone knowing they have problems. They will poke and poke and poke until they get the reaction they want and call them crazy and insane. People like that are scum.

Balance of now which shoes are better because today while I did my usual output of good scores last session was absolutely mind breaking ugh. I need to go into each session focused on the present not the past.

Hahahahahahahahaha it still fascinates me how I’m literally 1000% opposite of my father like holy shit. I grew my own damn tree

My mind is going 1000x time over the limit I’m done with bullshit.

We all start from somewhere now you have ascended beyond that and can sdp it with one eye closed

Again we do this

Yes they are of state of mind instead of friends. Who may not be I’m sure certain contraband doesn’t help the friends mind.

Decided to say f it and do it all over again.

Hope this mofo disappears forever.

While it may not work for everyone I’m happy I was able to find my peace by leaving ny.

Music is cool listen to anyone you want to.

Once again I can be consistent

Who would have the balls to do that

Hahahaha

With me being able to have constant access to unofficial ddr and being stuck on a20+ again. Do I start over my 1 to 10 pfc folder journey or start or just keep playing till I lose more weight.

Maybe I can finally find some cool people rhythm/ddr people on here. That don’t want to act like humble people but you know they just like to shit talk and act like egotistical assholes behind the scenes just because they can pfc the 15 to 18 folder. A man can dream I guess I just want positivity.

Hell yea man it’s so worth it.

Deleted my Twitter finally

Need to use this thing more.

Saying goodbye to the company work truck you have used for 6 years cause of mechanical issues is bittersweet thanks for getting me thru a lot in work life truck.

Got another 14 pfc after god know how long. I’m gonna enjoy this game til I can’t anymore. Good thing I go to therapy.

More of them ok I’m happy with it.

Ma is still on fire and at least I’m picking up some more mfcs

Transfer is done if anyone wants to rival a scrub like me let me know at least I got a few new good scores

I’m proud of you buddy I’m going thru my own similar journey like that keep growing and being the best you can be on day. The universe and karma will make those pay for what they have done.

Although my journey is about to pushed back at it when I transfer I can proudly say I’m so happy to come this far only 2 more till my ultimate goal. Level 1 to 8 folder pfced.