✧ BEING REMADE

thank you for teaching me what it’s like to be human. maybe i almost was.

Anyone else hear that ominous bell tolling???? 🤣🤣🤣 No?? Just me??????😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Why can’t I be proper for once without overthinking and not sleeping?

My biggest fear is abandonment. I can't imagine living a life not being needed by anyone.

these are sunflowers. they're called that because they always face towards the sun. that's how i want to be like... someone who always sees the bright side of things.

PART OF ME DIED IN ORDER TO SURVIVE. I MAY GROW AGAIN， BUT I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME.

i'm not a puppet anymore. i’ll take my life back， even for just a moment.

the world remains constant over the centuries. but human life is like the dew at dawn， or a bubble rising through water. transitory.

if i was gone. if i had just disappeared. i overheard， i found out how much i'm not needed.

i managed to change 'cause you were here helping me. i got you all wrapped up in this shit， but you stayed with me 'til the bitter end. you didn't abandon me. so... thanks， man.

it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， ——why can’t i dіe?

i will accompany you until the very end.

i’m not too gone to be healed， am i? i’m not too gone， am i?

you cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. this is your tragedy， because you understand them but they do not understand you.

۶ৎ I imagine death so much it feels like a memory ۶ৎ

۶ৎ I want this pain to go away to you who are happy ۶ৎ

I don’t feel like even my emotions can explain the situation I felt at that time.

۶ৎ LET'S GO GAMBLING!! ۶ৎ

I’ll remove myself before I allow anger to consume me ever again. I like to love. I like to laugh. I like to be happy. So I gotta distance myself to keep things that way, I will.

you are making me cry.

۶ৎ Sorrowful songs are the salvation of sorrow-filled hearts ۶ৎ

۶ৎ ABSOLUTE CINEMA ۶ৎ

!! -- SHARED EVENT POSTER WITH @0liviavoid.bsky.social

All you do is talk as if nothing happened! I run away day after day, running, running, always running. To me, that kindness that blooms inside everyone-- will always get rotten anytime, so why share calmness if it spoils plans!? Everyone is gone anyway, I might as well leave too!

i think i am going to cut my hair, because i cant get my hands on anything else

the unhappiness of a perpetual beginning.

I've left the past behind me. No one can tell me what to do now .ᐟ

Oh man 、life is just so beautiful. :) Still wish I wasn’t born though.

I have tried loving less, but that hurts just the same.

tell the sun and stars hello for me.