The Flesh Archives

"Blood Censorship"
A3 illustration of me bleeding like a good little gore whore

Bloody censorship🩸

New bottom surgery just dropped, & now I got cum on my gloves.

"Boy Toy"
A3 Illustration.

I have always liked marble sculptures for their ability to show carved impressions of pressure, such as hands grasping flesh. I have tried to capture this here with my linework; I claim this body in the lines I am drawn to.

A photo of Carta with her cheek pressed to a urinal, is the backdrop for a flyer titled "CRIPPING KINK". Below the title is text reading "Hit Me With My Cane with Carta Monir" and the following description: "There's a deep, taboo power in acknowledging and fetishizing your own (or your partner's) disability during sex. Both consensual degradation and celebration of disability can transform something that feels like an inconvenience or burden into a beautiful gift to be leveraged and explored. Carta Monir will speak about her own experiences incorporating her disability into SM as a top and as a bottom, and participants will be invited to write and speak about their fears and desires in a safe and judgement-free space." In the bottom right corner, the workshop details are listed: Tuesday 6/10, 7-9pm EDT, Online via Zoom, $10-$20, no one turned away for lack of funds. Recording available for 1 week.

See you there 💕

"Pulling Teeth"
A4 illustration using my teeth X-rays after I split a molar eating a Strawberry Pencil. The gap is so satisfying to tongue.

Aww thank you! Was really such a romantic and hot evening ❤️🔥

"Fags & Sore Butts"
A3 illustration inspired by hot wax seals, rosebuds & that time daddy @alephlondon.bsky.social stubbed fags out on my arm.

"Depersonalised" A4 self-portrait illustration.
Some days, my face feels like a mask I have little attachment to, outside of the eyeshadow I apply to my eyelids, or the needles I drive into my cheeks. I claim my face in the expressions I pull & the dye I smooth into my hair.

Did one self stab face needle then got scared with how close it was to my eye. Enough risk for tonight lol. Next time, I shall attempt to angle the needle tips away from my eyes 😅 Face needle stabbers, any other pointers?

Currently omw to BFM, to fist some pretty boys ✨

Haha yep, I mean, it's where I usually stay up to date with folks in my local community

I told my mom I'm gay, why the fuck she ain't listen?

(3/3) We are hoping to potentially work towards making some resources for other system, those with multiplicity, that tackles some of the important factors of creating a Risk Aware practice. More to come on our FetLife 😄

(2/3) It's all good saying you are to implement something in your kink practice, but it's definitely a different thing knowing the practicalities on how to do so, as well as how they personally align to You.

There are so many ways to approach kink outside of the ones we personally use.

Don't mind at all, and if you want some educational resource slides I have nabbed from some amazing workshops I attended with Ember Solace on High Risk Awareness 2.0 & Vetting (with edge play & hard play) in mind, please DM your email. (1/2)

Always feel it's incredibly beneficial to others looking for play if Doms are transparent about their experience & values for so many reasons- but also, to reassure individuals in the community that you are a person with integrity, especially when we are doing dangerous forms of play

Choke me like you want me 🖤
@allthedeadboys.bsky.social

Letting it grow out x

Amen to that. I always specify, "please don't do, "here's a sharp scratch or a countdown", instead we just talk about anything else". When it comes to CBT needles though, and I'm pretty sure it's DID related, but my pain tolerance shifts rapidly depending on who is fronting. CBT needles are fine

Thank you 🥹🖤🩸

Funnily enough, Same! I have had a huge needle phobia since I was a very young child. Getting over it was triggered by me needing blood work done for HRT. Then every month I would go to my blood play community, & put needles into people, 1 at first, then 10, then 20 etc. first time I passed out Lol

Thank you, means a lot 🖤🥹

800 needles from hips & privates down to the ankles, & 4 big fishing hooks (barbs pressed down) skewered through the inner side of the knee joint then thread through two long needles forcing the legs together.

A cascade of shimmering colour, look at what a pretty mermaid I caught in my fishing line.

A very wet & very hard t-dick

The rabbit hole keeps getting deeper

• Learning to set boundaries has been extremely difficult as a result of not being allowed to have any boundaries as a child. • Being able to abide by other people's boundaries when we didn't know we were a system was extremely difficult then too.
• Now we have to set Internal boundaries too

Welp, my dissociative seizures have started again, which is great, I was missing solo electro-play. Who needs violet wands anywho

Not pretty or perfect, needles get me hard though 🖤🩸