@jjsamachama.bsky.social
Taking on the world, one drill turn at a time
Feelin a bit better today, gonna play more chrono trigger!
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I feel like nothing in these moments, like a small wave can wash me away and the sand that made me just goes back to the way it was. I'm trying to hold on to hope, I know I'll get back up, but I'm losing strength each time, I need to get it back
20.01.2026 01:27 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I'm probably gonna always fail at everything I try, because that's how it always seems to go for me, if I'm supposed to look forward to growing then why does it never feel good when I do? I just want to be proud of something I can do, but I'm inadequate in everything, I feel like nothing
20.01.2026 01:20 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I am flawed, I remind myself everyday I wake up that I am i and will never be close to perfect, loving and hating myself are constants. I love that I am kind and try to be good, but I hate that I can never live up to my own expectations, that I let myself down. I fear I dissapoint others as well
20.01.2026 01:09 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Maybe it is just a game, maybe it is just art, maybe it is all just to be fun, but why can I not strive to have fun and be excellent? Is that so wrong to wish for both? Am I not enough? I'm not allowed to have both because I am flawed? I don't care if the world isn't fair, I want to be, I want to be
20.01.2026 01:07 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I don't know what I need to do to grow, the path ahead is dark and I feel I am going in circles and never where I need to, I feel alone, lost, and afraid. I don't want to fade away into nothing, but it seems that is the direction I am heading it. I don't know where the light is at
20.01.2026 01:05 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Others can find success, others can fulfill their dreams, but not me, never me it feels like. Why do I feel this way? When others have had worse to climb from, when others have had nothing to stand on but still climbed, I know it is wrong to defeat myself before the battle has started, I feel weak
20.01.2026 01:04 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I am filled with anger at myself for my incompetence in everything I have been trying to do lately, I feel like I lack everything I need to actually get to where I want to be, I want to make a name for myself I want to be able to find my wings and truly be content but I am always struggling, always
20.01.2026 01:03 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0
first jj stream of da year and i'm coming back with more chrono trigger :^)
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Alright I'm playing more Chrono Trigger! Gonna try and keep it to about 2 hours so I don't strain my voice trying to read all the lines lmao
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I've never played Chrono Trigger before but have been meaning to for a long time, I have no idea what's in store but I feel like it's gonna be magical for me! Streaming it to twitch now!
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Metroid Prime 4 tomorrow... though I have my initial misgivings it would be remiss of me not to play it to fully form my own opinion of the full game. I will give the JJ review!
03.12.2025 18:23 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0
I'll try to maybe possibly finish Resident Evil tonight maybe perhaps perchance? maybe
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Once more I explore this forsaken mansion full of ghouls
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Can't believe I got myself killed in resident evil and lost about 30 minutes of progress cause I couldn't kill the zombie hiding in the coffin aAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
19.11.2025 06:26 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
Classes and fighting game stuff, and etc. take up so much of my time, so I gotta stream when I can!
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Never played the first Resident Evil.... so I'm gonna play the 2014 one instead!
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alright let's try and knock out this amnesia hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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I want to get more scares in before October ends >:)
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oooOOOooooOOO scary Amnesiaaaa ooOOoOOooo (please hold my hand I'm scared)
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small stream today of me blasting evil away :)
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auuuuuuu uni 2 is super fun but i'm dropping so much stuff or don't know what to do after landing some moves, also on defense i'm hella weak so I gotta get that down pat but it's such a good game aaaaaaaaaaa
04.09.2025 21:57 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
this time I remember to turn on the game audio :) www.twitch.tv/jjsamachama
04.09.2025 17:49 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0incredible maneuvre by me forgetting to unmute my desktop so the gameplay could be heard, gonna have some growing pains getting back into streaming more aueueueeueu
04.09.2025 03:42 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
i wanna stream a little I stream a little killer is dead :) www.twitch.tv/jjsamachama
04.09.2025 01:35 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0
I escaped pools at EVO!!! .................................................................. now what? ...................................... I'll figure it out..............
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I played it for the first time ever this year and I gotta say supergiant does not miss
10.08.2025 22:32 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0alright i took a bit of a break cause i've been busy with evo stuff but I'll be streamin this week promise! probably more killer is dead cause that shit slaps, and streaming fgc training stuff
10.08.2025 19:51 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Ahh got knocked out and it stings a little.
BUT I WONT LET IT GET ME DOWN!!
I already achieved my goal! The only path is up! I'll get stronger!
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