zey ✿

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you're welcome 🩷 I live to please

also my dad saw a cat being hit by a motorbike today... too many bad omens I'm feeling restless

not anyone close to me but. still disheartening to hear

so many bad news lately... why are people dying left and right

nice pfp

fatass

also I'm kind of hungry

no zeynep that's a horrible idea what's wrong with u

it's almost 7 am fuck

maybe I shouldn't sleep at all today

I'm so tired. I just wanna sleep...

thank you, I hope so

I miss watching one piece with you. I miss making your coffee for you everyday. I even miss going to the hospital with you, despite the fact I used to hate it. I didn't know what I was doing back then, but at least I had you. I still don't know what I'm doing but I don't have anything to lean on now

monkey d luffy from one piece is smiling and wearing a red kimono ALT: monkey d luffy from one piece is smiling and wearing a red kimono

you loved luffy so much... his wano fit was your favourite. you loved it so much that you bought a fake figurine of him in it... I joked that it looked really orange, didn't understand why you had spent money on it

I love it now. he's perfect

it's almost 4 am can we please fall asleep, brain?? shut yourself down already stupid organ

I miss hugging my mom

this is so you, you are the bnuy ever

woke up, cried, made breakfast while crying... staring at said breakfast in thought rn

maybe I should reach out to my school's psychological help line again... I don't think I'm doing as well as I thought I did

I don't even have a valid reason anymore... I'm just stupid

I'm coming to that point again where every social interaction feels like I'm being choked and I have nobody to blame but myself

I feel like crying... I'm sick of messing up every year

obsessed

I was so focused on crying in the shower that I almost forgot to wash my body

sometimes everything I said in this thread hits me all over again and I die inside a little

oh today is HORRIBLE I want to disappear

and then I found out they put down ella, the cat that loves watching tv 😭😭😭 and what her owner wrote in the caption killed me... they need to get tiktok away from me I can't handle all the grief videos I'm getting

first I see a clip of kaoru talking to his mom with sad music in the background... kaoru kinnie by force

horrible way to start my day I am SOBBING

don't even know why this time