We are living in the very real time long term consequences of Christianity and colonialism.
I felt like such an adult when I was a child, and now that I’m an adult I feel like SUCH a child.
lol my car got towed 😂
Every time I go out I wanna be at home every time I’m at home I wanna go out 💫
I could watch Judge Judy all day OMFG the way she just obliterates these people 👩🏽⚖️
Why’re there just no good video games to play? I know that’s a hyperbolic statement and I’m probably too picky. I should just unplug and create something rather than consume! But everything just looks overly produced but hollow, or is a game that’s been going on forever, nothing is new or fresh!
New Katelyn Tarver album got me feeling all the feels and capturing exactly where I’m at in my current chapter of life. Bless you KT 💛
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the USA looks so gobsmacked and ‘woe is me’ innocent when the tables turn back on them every time, when they literally set the damn table to begin with. It’s infuriating to live in and watch happen constantly with no sort of lesson ever learned.
by acting and creating such a militant and vigilant vibe we ultimately create more distress and panic and distrust amongst each other and internationally. It’s such a self-fulfilling prophecy that entering ‘guns a blazing’ means you’re gonna have guns pointing back at ya. I just don’t understand why
And I see stupid shit like the Golden Cage project and I’m just like: first of all, the money that would go into building a fucking satellite shield around the globe could fix so many problems on THAT globe from poverty, to world hunger, etc. but second…
A country originally founded on freedom for all, built on the beauty of immigration has also never addressed and fully acknowledged its very racist and xenophobic history. We interfere in every nation’s business all under the guise of ‘freedom.’
Something I often think about is how in the USA there is this constant state of fear of threats from other nations and yet we don’t have the self-awareness to realize by viewing other nations and people as competition and threatening we make them threats. The ‘threats’ exist because we created them.
Got a little bit high last night to calm my #BPD and opened up this cute mini watercolor painting kit I got for Christmas. Still prefer pencil drawing but it was fun being silly 🌈
I feel like the world and its people have gotten too sensitive and fragile in the wrong direction and also simultaneously too harsh and resistant in the wrong direction. There’s no equilibrium of understanding and patience or resilience and resolve. It’s exhausting living in these two extremes.
catch myself sometimes and reel in my hopes. Are we that starved of romantic depth and reciprocation? Maybe so.
awkward ‘rejection.’ I don’t say this to say that I’m swimming in people coming up to me or “omg I’m so flirty and everyone loves me!” I say this as an observation of “why is everyone’s first reaction to authentic kindness, romantic interest?” I too am even guilty of this myself and I have to…
It can definitely be a little frustrating that my genuine desire to understand and make others feel heard and seen and the fulfillment I feel in deeply listening to others and their stories is seen as ‘flirting.’ To then which I have to turn them down or break that very real connection with an…
Very, very hard to find joy in the little things or just generally carry on with how depressing and dark the state of the world is in right now 😔
Masculinity is literally SOOOO gayyy
The way men are so brooding, obnoxious, braggadocious with their air of bravado and assertion.
It’s far more attention-seeking than any effeminate man I’ve met or seen and it’s SO put on and performative it must be exhausting. It sure is witnessing it…
what is with folks texting super spammy these days? like a few word sentences? sometimes single words? just barraging constantly and anxiously asking for a response so quickly? it feels like less and less people are able to navigate and enact conversations adeptly these days.
It’s a ‘Phoebe Ryan on vinyl’ kind of night 🟢
This is everything I had the pleasure of reading in 2025.
I’m glad reading became a hobby again, and I let my curiosity take me wherever.
Excited to see what I end up reading in 2026 ~
