aj ✨️

my mom never anonymously texted me insults she just called me a slut to my face like a normal person

I have so many good ideas and quite literally the only thing holding me back is lack of money

and that makes me so fucking sad

when my dad died my mom told me that she'd always be there for me and to reach out when I needed her. it's almost been a year now and I've called her twelve times. she hasn't answered once. not even once

don't make promises to people when you have no intention on keeping them. it's fucked up

my mom: *gets drunk*
also my mom: this is a great time to call [me]

like you know it's bad when I willingly call my mom for help

"All you post about is your dead dad"

Yeah I'm actually so fucking glad you don't understand what I'm going through. I wouldn't wish this on anyone, even pos men. I am breaking and I'm not ok and soooo many men just keep bitching about me being sad. Like fuck you for that. Unfollow or block me idc

Today’s to do list:
•Drive someone up the wall
•Cry over spilt milk
•Have my cake & eat it too
•Face the music
•Bark up the wrong tree
•Add fuel to the fire
•Call it a day

I really wish I had someone that just naturally took candid pictures of me being happy. Like that's not something you ask someone to do.

and at least when I sleep I can see you in my dreams

I hate how often I just wake up and start sobbing bc I don't get to see my dad in my dreams when I'm awake

I can't tell if it's my period or if everything actually sucks but I think punching a wall would help

rsd is a fucking cunt

it's fine I'm used to it

It's just me and my box of tissues against the world

happy tears are happy 🥹😭❤️✨️

+1 trauma, awesome

idk but I think it's a ND thing to have a bad sense of direction and need a while to get adjusted to new spaces

here's to hoping that I don't look like I just spent ten minutes sobbing in my car

I want to go to medieval times for the horsies 🤠🐴

le sigh

One of my fav compliments I've received was that my apt is very "me" 🥹💖 I moved out when I was 20 (30 now) and every place I've had since was always decorated w other people in mind. This time it's all me and I love it so much 🥰

Yesterday I painted my nails (hands) for the first time in well over a year and I hate them and already want to take it off but it's gel and that's so much work 😭😤😒🥴

Dead inside today

I highkey hate most reality TV. That show that's going viral rn makes me want to claw my mother fucking eyes out

Disabled people aren’t the enemy.

Trans people aren’t the enemy.

Immigrants aren’t the enemy.

Stop allowing the fascists to dictate who you’re willing to sacrifice.

Refuse to see anyone as expendable.

We aren’t safe until everyone is safe.

sometimes I wish I lived w people so that I would be motivated to cook instead of starving myself, but then I remember how much I absolutely need silence most of the time, and adore my clean space and knowing where every single thing is

idk I just find it so interesting that the guy I was hung up on all four years of high school is now giving me attention 😒

THAT'S what y'all call a bush?!?!?!?!?!?! jfc

Disability can happen to anyone at any time.

Some are born disabled.

Some are disabled due to a sudden illness or accident.

Some are disabled due to chronic illness.

It’s not a moral failing. It’s not a personal choice.

No one should be treated as “less than” for being disabled

My cats are so happy that I'm working from home this week 🥹