Mephier 🔞 | !commissions open!

I am alive If u ever wonder. Just trying to move on with my relationships ended. 9 years full both funny and sad moments. I will be okay. Someday I heal.

Pic below is still my mood for.. entire life I guess.

My guy, u r alive here. I thought u abandon this realm(bsky). Also tbh I never thought that I would come back here specifically because of Dragon Age. But as u see…

There are still no new drawings due to my busy schedule. but I definitely need to edit a couple of old drawings and finally touch the DATV characters.

This is so surrealistic. Like, why are u so mad? It’s literally representation, finally. And now even some of my gay and trans friends are shouting that’s all of this is propaganda. Propaganda of what? People? My guys then the sky is propaganda on nature.

the most tiresome thing is that i hear this even from friends, regardless of their orientation and political views. my guys, what is your problem?

and going back to Dragon Age. I'm so tired of hearing complaints about the game being too woke. It's like people are encountering BioWare games for the first time. It's always been that way, it's just that the times we live in allow to show things that were previously impossible.

I was petting a horse in the royal stables. There were two Orlov Trotter mares. One of my favorite breeds. I will never forget how smooth their trot was during our training sessions in my school days.

To clarify, we have here a complex of palaces and parks called Tsarskoe Selo. Tsarskoe - imperial. Selo - village. Or something like that.

Yesterday, for the first time in a long time, I went to the park with friends. My legs still hurt. But I got another look at the imperialist legacy. It's beautiful, if you don't think about the context.

this art was for my friend form text rp project who played as Merril. And my Inquisitor still. Just a gift, there is no other story behind this art 🫣
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Today the effects of heavy lifting at my last job caught up with me. I think I have a pinched nerve because I can't bend or straighten up. Sparks in my eyes and my legs are numb. Just amazing. And I'm only 26. 💀

He looks kinda scary but he is the best man I ever created. With his own flaws ofc. But… oh god someday I will have enough resource and concentration to tell his story

I love my Adaar so much 💔
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Also kinda miss Architect a bit. he is in the book and in the dlc but it wasn’t enough for me. The changes about darkspawns seem a little bit strange to me, but I still think that Architect could be excited about these changes.

The Architect and @honoreclouet.bsky.social character.

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Left the Imperium because of her abusive father, who supported the conservative system and despised her for her desire for change and sexual orientation. As I write this I realize that Dorian and I would have become bff.

2022 vs 2024 of my (not finished ofc) selfinsert fantasies about Dragon Age.
Laetan Tevinter mage, who is better with a sword than with a staff.

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I am just so tired. I wanna relocate so much. ‘Cus I don’t belong here at all. It feels wrong on so many levels.

a little bit not about games and art. I hate living in my country. For many political reasons. And for a very selfish and basic one as well. We have banned drugs for treating ADHD. And it really interferes with life, considering that people in society are not ready to put themselves in your position

Also my old Solas sketch… I have so many unfinished works I just can’t 💀

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oh, i understand you so well. sometimes i just open YouTube and play all the banters in the game and listen... and listen... and... ahem sorry

I had an urge to dump all my art here at once, but it’s not a good idea.

We don’t talk how many other protagonists I created over the past fourteen years 👁️‍🗨️👁️‍🗨️

When all marketing company of DATV started I decided to replay all previous games and… ADHD is my main and biggest enemy. I started all three games. Not once. Not even twice. I have now three HoF… two Hawks and four Inquisitors. And, well, now I call myself the “indecisive catastrophe”.

my Inquisitor Kata-Aban(!not Kataban!) Adaar. The most complex of all my protagonists tbh. Love him so much. Wish someday tell more about him. ♥️

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Love how soft this social network feels. Like… u know kinda safe zone. Missed that feeling in internet. Tbh irl too.

My avi, and also my autoportrait 🫣

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