マリソル ⛅

it's just embarrassing like. whenever i'm really sad or angry or stressed i'm like man that's fucking cringe

bitches hate me bc i always be saying absolutely everything that's on my mind n shit

man i need to go for a walk to calm down when i wasn't ready to go for a walk yet

@ me repress your feelings you can do it queen. no one gives a fuck anyways

Nobody who should fuck off actually fucks off anymore. We're stuck with all these fucking people.

is drowning your sorrows in coffee a thing??? i'm doing it

fuckkk i can't stop crying this is literally the most awkward thing ever when my brother is right next door

the first time i came back to mum's after seeing her body and saw the house so empty without her i totally broke down and angel meowed and skipped down the stairs to sit beside me

just sitting here sobbing my eyes out lollll i love periods

the worst thing about losing her was. whenever i would leave from mum's she would whine and cling to me and i would say fondly "she acts like she'll never see me again" i didn't think that day she'd actually never see me again,,

omg i forgot to also say i want to be an illustrator and youtuber so i can make people smile. everything pales in comparison to tanner smallant ^^;

i don't really know why i'm crying it's just kinda. everything ever. i'm hiding in my study so my brother won't find out

i miss heiko... when i was really sick before i had allergy meds we used to nap together every day...

;-;

i feel like crying SO much i'm so anxious and playing pokemon didn't distract me at all

mfw all i want is tanner smallant lmao (and!! to walk and swim and ride a bike!! and play volleyball!! that would be sooooo fun 🥹)

it costs nothing to mind ur business, and to be kind ❤️ isn't that awesome in this economy???

i can't say a word to my brother when he's playing halo he just goes "okay. i'm kinda busy." 🥹

i mean as much as i love spending every morning rinsing my nose out. saltwater nasal spray is expensive. and i'd kinda like to just breathe without having to do all that

if u wanna know how good the nhs is i've been suffering with this since i was 16 and when i went to a doctor it was noted down as a minor health issue

i've been ignoring my chronic sinusitis for too long so i rinsed my nose yesterday after a few weeks or so of just not being arsed and. a river of blood poured out of my nose. wow i wish the nhs cared about my health. i feel like i'm dying

YEAH. YEAH

felt this is me every night

why are nd brains like. "don't do anything to look after yourself. we only live for hyperfixations and obligations. anything other than that just choke"

guys do you ever have to force yourself to hydrate/eat or am i just mental (forcing myself to drink juice rn)

Nene

open.spotify.com/track/3iU2sk... the only thing that makes it better is having nene's theme as my ringtone 🙏

feeling. super Not good enough