Elle 🩷

I wanted an after therapy nap to reflect on all of the terrible realizations but my son is too cute and keeps coming to keep me awake

He's only in school for 3 hours a day, but those 3 hours are a great nap lol

Week 2 of unguilted naps 😅❤️

Week 2 of baby going to preschool. He's doing so well riding the bus ❤️

😂 I want my ham!

Yesterday I saw that there's an issue going on our primary ballot for our city specifically. It's a small issue but I'm always excited about local politics

💀 I don't know if we want the Vikings or the Rams to win. Can someone tell me?

😶 My cult docs are keeping me hip

😭 when you hit that climax and realize that's the peak of your day and nothing else is going to go well,

My depressive episodes were like months 😅😭

😂😂 but then you have to deal with the before and after

Got super excited to make chicken and now I'm so cold I can't imagine taking the cold chicken out the fridge and touching it.....so chicken will be made a different day 😅

Missed all the wildcard games this weekend and plannon staying in today...looks like baby x and I are about to binge

Dan Campbell and Detroit locked up the NFC's No. 1 seed with a win over division rival Minnesota, but the head coach thinks they'll face off again the playoffs.

Milk is so hard! Bless you mama, trying to make sure things don't have egg in it is hard, but milk is in so much more stuff

Who insists on watching rated r movies with nudity with a 2 year old that is watching the tv?

I asked to change the channel to literally anything else and the response was "They have the same stuff" um yeah but that's not appropriate, in this context, to expose a 2 year old to.

Many other things happened. My son is an amazing kid, that happens to be nonverbal and autistic, and struggles with being in new environments so he struggled with being at my parent's house.

But they don't want to meet him where he is. They just want him to he what they want him to be.

The next day was Christmas and I messaged my mother multiple times to tell her Merry Christmas.

She left me on read each time.

Despite how I felt, I made an attempt, even though she treated me that way

She later said she didn't want to talk to me because she thinks I faked my panic attack

I ended up going home and trying to talk with my brother that wasn't at the house when all of it went down and basically blames me because my mother was upset.

I have generalized anxiety disorder and bipolar disorder.

He believes I faked my panic attack and did it on purpose.

My husband has to physically get my out of my mother's grip and pull me away so I can leave.

Everything gets worse and I can't look at anything outside or in the city without breaking down thinking about all the places my dad would go.

I just can't handle it again.

My husband starts packing the car and getting my 2 year olds stuff packed and get him to the car.

In the time he's doing that, she calls my sister.

Who comes home and continues to physically force me to stay when I'm hysterical saying I just want to leave.

So her response was to keep yelling at me and then just glare at me with the most disgusting look while I'm crying and wheezing.

I just wanted to leave and she wouldn't let me leave. Physically keeping me there against my will.

I began having a panic attack, because...my fucking Dad died, would've made sure his 2 year old grandson wouldn't need to go to the ER and wouldn't have let her treat us like that.

She started yelling at me for having a panic attack. Angry yelling.

I started feeling like I was going to pass out.

My dad would have made sure dinner was safe for him. He just wouldn't have used a fucking egg.

Then she took me to the side and said "You're used to getting your way. But that's over now."

Because my fucking Dad is dead. She said that shit because since my dad is dead she doesn't care about my son

Christmas Eve was one of the worst days of my life.

My father died in July, and he was one of my favorite humans.

My son has an egg allergy, but my mother on putting eggs in stuff even though she wants my 2 year old to enjoy the meal.

Headed to the 4th

#MINvsDET | #OnePride

Deeettrrrooiiiiittttttt

Watching this lions game has me soo stressed lol I can feel the blood moving in my veins

Hi. It's been a struggle here 💔

The first thing that popped in my mind was Brenda from Scary Movie 2

I love them but I need like a pinch of sea salt on top to add a bit of depth