Amy

I just want to cry

I don't want to be alive right now

I don't know how much longer I can keep saving me from myself.

What the fuck am I even doing with my life

I've been feeling more and more lately like I wish I could just pull my own plug.

No matter how much I may wish I could find it, I'm never going to find love. I don't deserve it.

I'm just going to keep having to start over and over and over again, drifting from place to place.

I hate myself.

After. Even in pics the new knobs, though the same style, add such a different character due to the color and the pics don't even do it justice. I also cleaned the body up.

Also, new titanium nut with height adjustment. I like it. I... obviously did not clean the headstock... lol

Before pics. I didn't take any inside the control cavity but there wasn't any super special or crazy there other than a mismatched potentiometer.

That feeling when you're so worn out from the week that you get home from work and sit down and even though you're hungry and have things you want to do you just...keep sitting there...

divergentcoachkelly on Threads * 2h ADHD is knowing exactly what you need to do then watching yourself not do it like you're a scientist observing a very dumb experiment

10/10 take. No notes.

I don't like the way I've been feeling a lot lately...I keep getting a heavy "I'm not on the right timeline" sort of feeling and it's just...uneasy...

I made a very big mistake and had too much dairy whilst already sick. RIP.

I'm also working on putting together a "secret weapon" for recording guitar without using a cab or cab sim but still sounding like it's running through a cab and mic.

I'll spare writing the details for now but if anyone wants to hear out the concept just lemme know and I'll share.

and after pics will be taken.

knobs had to be replaced with something non-stock, non-matching when a pot was replaced. Now that all the pots will match again, I can put in a matching set of knobs.

I'm also upgrading to a titanium nut to balance the sound of open vs fretted strings since I do a lot of drone picking.

Before

I've forced room into my budget to do a little upkeep on one of my guitars.

I've had it since high school, so 20+ years.

The pickups, which I swapped somewhere around 10-15 years ago, are staying but all the rest of the electronics are getting updated as are the knobs.

A while back one of the

I'm never going to actually get heal, am I...

Don't ever be me. Don't ever want to be me. Don't ever wish you could be like me. I'm fucking terrible.

Git a load of this fuckin marshmallow!

Wish I could afford to have taken off work early for a Halloween fursuit meet...I could have at least worn one of my incompletes and said I was a fursuit skeleton.

I'm terrified to think of what my island on Animal Crossing looks like. It's been over 2 years I think since I've played...

I just kind of want to curl up into a ball and disappear for a while...

I think one of the greatest parts of watching two cats playing is watching them chase each other around on tile floor. It's like the Flintstones meets The Dukes of Hazzard.

Getting a little excited over cosplay/costuming stuff that isn't furry...
It's been a while.

Not going to say what it is quite yet but if I'm able to actually pull it off it'll be great

A piece of breaded chicken breast on a bed of penne pasta with pasta sauce and melted cheese on top

Dinner ♥️

My happiness depends on it...

I have a lot...and I mean a /lot/ of work and physical therapy to do to get function of my hands back after all that's happened to them. I've been trying to play guitar and let me tell you, it's a bitch when your fingers literally can't bend and move the way they're supposed to.

I don't think my body knows what to do with or how to handle the serotonin flood it just got.

little Demon Slayer cosplay group.

I finally worked up the nerve to talk to her. She practically squealed when I showed her a picture from when I was Nezuko and then we geeked out a little bit.

She said hopefully next year if we're both still here at this building I'll be able to find my costume and we can grab some others to do a

If a Les Paul, an Explorer, and an Iceman had a baby...

HELP SHE'S WEARING THE FULL OUTFIT TODAY 😭😭😭😭