Ryan

Anyway, here’s wonderwall*

*歡樂歌

Pipa teacher told me だいぶ上達したね when we were practicing 輪指 today I could cry

So glad this happened on a Sunday where I have zero obligations ☕️

Let me tell you it was not pleasant 😩

Impulse bought some of the 龍角散 throat lozenges at the register and thought yellow = “honey” but really it’s “so you want to smell like an old man” flavor (medicinal herb and mild milk) 😩

Omfg lmao

Nigella gave me stovetop directions but I’m honestly stunned that it can be made even simpler!

I don’t cook a lot of White People Food but I tried Nigella Lawson’s marmite butter spaghetti and I’ll admit it kind of slaps

Knitted Ravelry 🧶 It only took me 10 days to knit up my gay hockey bros beanie 🥹

The great gatsby oculist billboard if it were a big cutie 🫶🏼

Just got out of pipa lesson where I was not immediately good or even mediocre at the 輪指 tremolo and I’m like mega frustro but I have to keep in mind this is part of learning a new skill/instrument 😮‍💨

YouTube video by James Reigns Streets Of Rage 2 - Expander

Listening to some old Sega soundtracks and like, Streets of Rage 2 (1992) did not have to go that hard lmao

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Didn’t have the heaters on so I was wrapped up in this throw when I answered a FaceTime call and my friend opened with “ok Malala” 💀💀💀

2:30 am and the canadian government sponsored yaoi algorithm now has me pondering if my French is decent enough to watch this québécois reality show about a gay dairy farmer tryna find love

I did the pre-bday 垢すり at the spa again this year and another ancient Korean woman scrubbed me until I was born anew. Then I melted into the plush furniture in the relaxation room and read some more of the gay hockey smut book. Would that every day could be this indulgent 😩

V glad I took today off + have the day off tomorrow for my bday. I think the two extra days of winter break nothingness are helping me come to terms with having to Do My Job again

Being an American feels like getting on a school bus and then your bus driver decides to do a drive by

This fkn Folgers commercial ass morning

Grandpa (me) threw in the towel and went to bed at 11:25 😴

Not me tearing up because ‘I’ll Believe in Anything’ came on while I was in the freezer aisle of Aeon lmaooo

Idk if it’s the BL brain from just having finished Heated Rivalry but getting messages like this from the “straight” men in my life got me like 👀

The category was "CLASSIC NOVEL ADD A LETTER"

Random thing that made me feel old today: getting お歳暮 from a company I worked with 👴🏻

Been out of the house since 6 this morning to do things on a farm and then had to go back into Shinjuku to meet a friend from out of town for dinner and I have two Christmas concerts to sing in tomorrow I feel like

Revenge cowl is done and off the needles 🧶 🙌🏼

I have a cool pad outside the city but I appreciate friends that have cool pads in the city 🌅

I fkn love autumn 🍂

Me every time I clock into work

Ahhhhh I’m making good progress w my revenge knit cowl but I’ve already decided on my next project and I’m so pumped. We’re going back to basics w some cross stitch baybeee 🪡

Algorithm had me on the verge of subbing to some dude’s good boy ASMR content but I was able to stave off the urge - not today, Satan 🙏🏼😌✨