Sawyer

Dragon and zombie puppy are taken.

Rest are $15 now.

I can.

DRAGON IS SOLD.

Collab adopts between me and my partner. Transparent files available after purchase. All funds go to my partner to get a wheelchair.

I’m gonna be doing collab adopts or maybe just adopts generally. This will all be going to my partner getting a wheelchair. The sooner the better. So all funds will go directly to it.

Hi im sawyer and i’m everyones favorite fictional villain. For being intersex and queer but actually.

I forgot my beta blockers at home. But usually it’s pretty well managed. and I only get the rare episode now.

Because I need to get this thing out of me. I was like. Ok icecream? Cold water? Hold my breath? Poweraid? No?? I turned to my coworker like. FEEL MY HEART RATE right now! And she was like “WHAT THE FUCK!” And I was like ok I’m going to flip upside down on the bench ignore me. Because I puked.

I forget I have IST then it hits me on a random day and it’s 90% bc I get anemic. I was trying everything. And then I finally was like okay. I’m doing the upside down trick. IT WORKED. 😭 I thought maybe it was my vagus nerve being weird. I’ve been pretty on top of my electrolytes but not my iron.

DUDE THIS IS FROM 2022. I FEEL CRAZY.

Yeah i’m like convinced you just make strawmans of yourself.

It always loops back to everyone lied to me and failed me in the worst ways possible. And it’s so hard to cope with that. Instead of getting to choose I had a forced version of gender placed onto me and then have been medically abused my whole life. I am so tired of feeling like shit.

Time. I have to just accept that this is how I am. And that I am not gross and evil for it. It’s not my fault. I wish I had answers but for now I don’t. I’m in a bad position being in a red state rn. It fucks me up so bad. I have no resources but some support. But it’s just fucked up.

Destroyed so. We don’t know anymore!
And for years I seriously thought it was the birth control. Looked it up. Was in tears at work. And just was like. Wow. Okay. I have to just accept that I am. To me breaking down calling myself a freak of nature because I can’t wrap my head around it half the

I want things to not hurt anymore. I know it’s unfair and that’s all it will be. I just don’t understand how the fuck my parents thought lying to me for years was the better option. Oh yeah btw sawyer you were right. And uhh didn’t know how to navigate it? So yeah. Btw your karyotype testing is

I’m doing this instead of stressing over my job. Stressing over my town from 2019.

That fucking gay giraffe

Why is the quality so fucked. Like actually.

Think i’m gonna make it canon stars is declawed. I made this guy when I was 11.

Ode to being 15 and angry all the time.

We talk a bit about it all. So i’m not like absolutely alone on it. But it’s still pretty isolating. But he knows what happened and has supported me through it. Like I do have a support system. I just get upset sometimes about how I was treated over it I guess. I’m sorry.

Yea i’m trying to not. And yeah it’s so far from the truth I kinda just laugh about it all now. It is literal poorly written fanfiction from Ao3 atp. I just have some sore feelings I think, since it’s been a year since my mom dropped everything on me. My found family brother is also intersex. So

Phone art

Young god

Ok actually I give up

I also got a photoshop brush and I’m having some feelings. BECAUSE I USED PHOTOSHOP FOR YEARS.

I drew this guy in 2018 and entirely forgot. My memory is so ass. I’m serious. I should redraw the piece.

To a you from a different time?

Idk I guess part of me hopes she will change. Like it will all click one day. I do not like her claiming randos are me though. Especially since I work a ton. Like yeah she doesn’t deserve my time. But I also am allowed to defend myself.